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school dreaded today. it was like everyone was in SLOW MO
i hate going back after long breaks
watchin the PSU game right now!!!
PSU 7 FSU 0
LET'S GO PENN STATE!!!!
alls i can say was BREAK was the best ever!
i love every single one of my friends.
esp. Paige, Stader, Allee, Eddie, Ben, Kevin, and Sammie. ahhhhh
alright so most of you know what the problem is lately..i have a thing for a someone, but i don't know.. its just difficult. everyone keeps tellin me to hold on. don't give up just yet. he just needs time to get over that one girl before he moves on. but u know right now i feel like even if i do wait he won't have the same feelings for me like i do for him. i won't have a chance w/him. like my icon says. there's always some reason to feel not good enough. maybe hes right. i'm not her. but u know what i don't wanna be her. i wanna be myself. i want him to like me for who i am. but u know theres nothing i can do there. maybe i will wait. i mean what can it hurt? dumb question. just the fact that i'll fall harder for him. oh well i've learned to fix the broken hearts. its like i'm used to it. it doesn't hurt anymore. okay, i lied. it does hurt. but it's like it's just growing on me. rejection. not finding a decent guy who actually treats me right. kind of like a routine. nothing new. all the same. some life.
i hate going back after long breaks
watchin the PSU game right now!!!
PSU 7 FSU 0
LET'S GO PENN STATE!!!!
alls i can say was BREAK was the best ever!
i love every single one of my friends.
esp. Paige, Stader, Allee, Eddie, Ben, Kevin, and Sammie. ahhhhh
alright so most of you know what the problem is lately..i have a thing for a someone, but i don't know.. its just difficult. everyone keeps tellin me to hold on. don't give up just yet. he just needs time to get over that one girl before he moves on. but u know right now i feel like even if i do wait he won't have the same feelings for me like i do for him. i won't have a chance w/him. like my icon says. there's always some reason to feel not good enough. maybe hes right. i'm not her. but u know what i don't wanna be her. i wanna be myself. i want him to like me for who i am. but u know theres nothing i can do there. maybe i will wait. i mean what can it hurt? dumb question. just the fact that i'll fall harder for him. oh well i've learned to fix the broken hearts. its like i'm used to it. it doesn't hurt anymore. okay, i lied. it does hurt. but it's like it's just growing on me. rejection. not finding a decent guy who actually treats me right. kind of like a routine. nothing new. all the same. some life.