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I have realized that generally as teenagers many if not all of us think ourselves as "mature for our age" or intelligent, and sometimes even try to emphasize how grown up we've become by the way we speak, write, act, or whatever it is. Honestly, none of us are mature, or grown up, or intelligent. We are teenagers. I realized that no matter what we think, honestly, we're usually wrong. We see everything through the eyes of teenagers and that will always just be it. None of us are better, smarter, or more grown up than each other. We all are just kids still, kids who need to decide what we want to do now. We don't know what we want, honestly. The ones who do know what they want to do in life usually change paths in the future anyways, because some day we will all grow up, but then we will be adults, and that's all we'll be, still no more or less intelligent or grown up than each other, because everyones thoughts, views, beliefs and mannerisms will still vary. Is that what makes every single human equal? I don't know, all I know is that I just want to be a kid. I want to be happy, not worry about fights, arguments, who said what, who did what, I just want to be happy, care free and enjoy my last year in highschool because I feel like I am in charge of how I feel, I am in charge of my happiness and my emotions and I do not want to look back one day and say I wish I did this, I wonder if I did this, how would it have felt if I did that, NO, I will not be that person looking back from this day fourth, I want to just be happy, I want to just be 18 and live like I'm 18 and stop trying to be so fucking mature or responsible for my age, I want to prank call people, I want to roll down my windows and sing shake it to everyone who walks by, I want to laugh at jokes, and be the kid that I am and everyone else is too.
"I'm gunna stay eighteen forever,
so we can stay like this forever,
and we'll never miss a party cause we,
keep them going constantly,
and we'll never have to listen,
to anyone about anything,
cause it's all be done, it's all been said,
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get.
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love."
"I'm gunna stay eighteen forever,
so we can stay like this forever,
and we'll never miss a party cause we,
keep them going constantly,
and we'll never have to listen,
to anyone about anything,
cause it's all be done, it's all been said,
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get.
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love."