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I just need to be happy, I just need to do what makes me happy and not be this upset person anymore, I just need to love Zach and be happy to love him and not let stupid things like weed and him not texting me I love you every five seconds. I am acting childish and it's cause I am scared, scared that if I don't get all the attention it means he is loosing interest in me. That's not the case, that has never been the case, I just need to grow up. He is so so nice and sweet to me, and we are so happy together, I just need to stop letting stupid things like this upset me and put me in a sad state, it's pointless. Summer is almost here, and I know him and I are going to have a wonderful one together.
Friday night I hung out with Zach. He bought me Panera and we just had a completely wonderful night together. It was just so full of laughter and smiles and I love when I can make him laugh that hard.
After he left Kelcie and I drove to Franklin, browsed around Target for an hour, then went home and baked a heart shape cake and chatted on Stickam hahah. I have such a good time with her and we can always talk about everything with each other and it's nice.
She slept over and we hung out Saturday and then went to Zach's show in N. Smithsfield.
Sunday I went to Zach's, we cuddled and napped for a couple hours and after I finally dragged him out of bed we went to my house for dinner and after hanging around there we went to see Coraline 3D. It was so awesome and cute. I really really loved it and Zach did too. The concept and plot was unlike anything, it was so fun. After Zach dropped me off and went to practice.
Monday I hung out with Lauren, Dara, and Chris for a little after school.
Tuesday I stayed hom sick, it sucked, I was in bed all day. Zach came over after and layed down with me. It made me feel a little better to have him with me. We made some pizza bites and then went to the AHS karaoke contest cause I had to do the article on it for Journalism. Mr. Parker came out in a leopard high waist skit, a furry white sweater, a long wig, and false lashes and ALL! I died. He also said "Hey Kayla! These are my parents." I was soo happy he said hello to me and introduced me to his parents, it must mean he liked me at least a little ;] <3 I love that man and his sexy beer bellly ;]. Zach went off to practice and I went off to bed.
Today I hung out with Chris and Lauren. We snacked after school, had crazy car dance parties, got Taco Bell and had "PROM COMMMITTTTTEEEE" hahaha, I love them.
TOMORROW; I don't know what I am doing. Make plans with me.
Friday night I hung out with Zach. He bought me Panera and we just had a completely wonderful night together. It was just so full of laughter and smiles and I love when I can make him laugh that hard.
After he left Kelcie and I drove to Franklin, browsed around Target for an hour, then went home and baked a heart shape cake and chatted on Stickam hahah. I have such a good time with her and we can always talk about everything with each other and it's nice.
She slept over and we hung out Saturday and then went to Zach's show in N. Smithsfield.
Sunday I went to Zach's, we cuddled and napped for a couple hours and after I finally dragged him out of bed we went to my house for dinner and after hanging around there we went to see Coraline 3D. It was so awesome and cute. I really really loved it and Zach did too. The concept and plot was unlike anything, it was so fun. After Zach dropped me off and went to practice.
Monday I hung out with Lauren, Dara, and Chris for a little after school.
Tuesday I stayed hom sick, it sucked, I was in bed all day. Zach came over after and layed down with me. It made me feel a little better to have him with me. We made some pizza bites and then went to the AHS karaoke contest cause I had to do the article on it for Journalism. Mr. Parker came out in a leopard high waist skit, a furry white sweater, a long wig, and false lashes and ALL! I died. He also said "Hey Kayla! These are my parents." I was soo happy he said hello to me and introduced me to his parents, it must mean he liked me at least a little ;] <3 I love that man and his sexy beer bellly ;]. Zach went off to practice and I went off to bed.
Today I hung out with Chris and Lauren. We snacked after school, had crazy car dance parties, got Taco Bell and had "PROM COMMMITTTTTEEEE" hahaha, I love them.
TOMORROW; I don't know what I am doing. Make plans with me.