Soo IM BACK!
Ok..I hated this live journal thing for so long cuz i never had to time to write anything in it..but i have nothing to do right now because i just woke up from a nap and so i thought i would give it a try...
My life is totally different now...instead of going to school for a couple of hours and then driving all the way to the cape to skate my life away...(everyday) it has all of a sudden stopped...i am in school all day now and after school i work a couple of times a week. I mean i didnt stop skating TOTALLY! I mean even if i quit skating would ALWAYS be apart of my life in some way or another. Seriously..i am known as "the skater" in school..i just cant escape it! Seriously..i do skate 2-3 times a week in pawtucket now. its just sad sometimes because i think about how my life was a couple of months ago (skating...skating..SKATING) and now..its NOT.. I had a meeting with my mom and my sponsor..he totally adores me but we all think its best for me to concentrate on school for the rest of my high school career..especially because i am totally looking forward to COLLEGE! He still wants skating to be apart of my life..but for now..i suppose i am "retiring" from competing..I guess i am supposed to be "exploring" different sports for fun (like i want to do tennis in the spring) I am involved in drama so i am gonna be doing the spring production. (yay)!!
SO..i know it doesnt seem like a big deal but it is to me..skating has always controlled everything about my life...and even somewhat my family..but now i guess i have to be happy to FINALLY be able to be a "normal" teenager and not have to worry about the pressures of competing. Its good..but also kinda sad at the same time. (its good to actually write these things down!)
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Christmas...
ChRISTMAS EVE--> i had to work! (so much for quitting at UMI..dont bother quiting..it wont work! Lol katy..) It was crazy everyone was stressed out bc joanne was making retarted decisions about everything. She HAD ME be the hostess! (fyi the girl who is "not allowed to handle money"<--read in chinese accent) and katy (the girl who "bussing is NOT HER THING!") had us doing eachothers jobs! WHAT?! But...i went to see family..some LOVED my nose ring (small diamond stud! i think its cute! <--COMMENT ON THAT! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IT!<-- And some family Didnt like it..well the old ones..they said i belonged in an african tribe...OK!!!!! lol
CHRISTMAS--> Fun! got some cool stuff. I got nice earings and a ring from my lil brother korey ("KAYLA! ITS REAL CUBIS ZURCONIA!!!!!)ahaahh i thought that was cute! I got a new radio for my car (not installed YET!) and money...and some other nice stuff from SANTA! i would love to write everything down but..i gotta work tonight...UMI CALLS!
Ill try to update sooner then lastime..maybe ...bye
My life is totally different now...instead of going to school for a couple of hours and then driving all the way to the cape to skate my life away...(everyday) it has all of a sudden stopped...i am in school all day now and after school i work a couple of times a week. I mean i didnt stop skating TOTALLY! I mean even if i quit skating would ALWAYS be apart of my life in some way or another. Seriously..i am known as "the skater" in school..i just cant escape it! Seriously..i do skate 2-3 times a week in pawtucket now. its just sad sometimes because i think about how my life was a couple of months ago (skating...skating..SKATING) and now..its NOT.. I had a meeting with my mom and my sponsor..he totally adores me but we all think its best for me to concentrate on school for the rest of my high school career..especially because i am totally looking forward to COLLEGE! He still wants skating to be apart of my life..but for now..i suppose i am "retiring" from competing..I guess i am supposed to be "exploring" different sports for fun (like i want to do tennis in the spring) I am involved in drama so i am gonna be doing the spring production. (yay)!!
SO..i know it doesnt seem like a big deal but it is to me..skating has always controlled everything about my life...and even somewhat my family..but now i guess i have to be happy to FINALLY be able to be a "normal" teenager and not have to worry about the pressures of competing. Its good..but also kinda sad at the same time. (its good to actually write these things down!)
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Christmas...
ChRISTMAS EVE--> i had to work! (so much for quitting at UMI..dont bother quiting..it wont work! Lol katy..) It was crazy everyone was stressed out bc joanne was making retarted decisions about everything. She HAD ME be the hostess! (fyi the girl who is "not allowed to handle money"<--read in chinese accent) and katy (the girl who "bussing is NOT HER THING!") had us doing eachothers jobs! WHAT?! But...i went to see family..some LOVED my nose ring (small diamond stud! i think its cute! <--COMMENT ON THAT! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IT!<-- And some family Didnt like it..well the old ones..they said i belonged in an african tribe...OK!!!!! lol
CHRISTMAS--> Fun! got some cool stuff. I got nice earings and a ring from my lil brother korey ("KAYLA! ITS REAL CUBIS ZURCONIA!!!!!)ahaahh i thought that was cute! I got a new radio for my car (not installed YET!) and money...and some other nice stuff from SANTA! i would love to write everything down but..i gotta work tonight...UMI CALLS!
Ill try to update sooner then lastime..maybe ...bye