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God, sometimes I just don't know what to do! It's a fucking Friday night supposed to be "Our" night as in Amanda and I, and all she does is sit on the computer, I remember before she used to get so mad cos I was on the computer and not paying attention to her, well god she's always on the computer and talking to other people AND me, why can't ONE damn night she just pay attention to me and spend time with me without the fucking computer and fucking myspace, god I get so frustrated sometimes I just want to cry, all I want to do is spend time with her, and she always makes me feel like shit cos she has to be doing something else, I always feel like I'm not fucking good enough.