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it's really weird when i know i shouldn't care but i do and i hate how you say you care so much because it makes it that much harder to try and not to care. i never knew that you really meant that and i still dont know if i should believe it or not. and it sucks how you dont want to talk to me anymore..
i mean its not like im not happy right now cuz im the happiest i have been in a long time but you were the one that seemed to be there when no one else was and you were a lot of firsts for me and although many people frown upon what we had, ill never forget..
i mean its not like im not happy right now cuz im the happiest i have been in a long time but you were the one that seemed to be there when no one else was and you were a lot of firsts for me and although many people frown upon what we had, ill never forget..