Jul 11, 2005 20:45
It's like right now nobody cares about me. My dad could care less that it hurts me really bad that he smokes again. I told him how i felt and he didn't care. All my friends are telling me to tell him how i feel about him smoking but he doesn't care. He's gonna die from that and my close friends know how my mom is going to die....so i'll be here all alone. My mom and dad don't even really pay attention to me ne more..I'm already alone here cuz no one listens to me...and if they do listen they don't care. I used to be really cloe to my parents but i can't ne more. My dad just thought i was yelling at him when i was trying to tell him how i feel....he said two can play at this game...but dad two can play, but only one can win and it'll be me. You tryed so hard to quit something and then started back up...i can start up again to...i can break promises. It's like the on;y one who cares about me ne more is Aaron. But sometimes i wonder about that to. I know he loves me i just wonder why. Oh well doesn't matter. If i do it i'm sorry guys.