i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

[kayla_desirae]

it would be nice if i could figure out what it is i bought
if leyna would shut the fuck up.
jocelyn came over last night which was sick
and im sick of decomposing fruit
it would be nice if someone ate something once in a while.
instead of choosing dora gummie bears
it would be nice if the kids didnt wreck my room
and my dad didnt mock them
it would be nice if i could stick to getting good grades
and it would be nice if i had a hidden stash of prescription drugs in my closet

that would be nice.