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don't you hate when everything seems to be going great and awesome...and then you find out one little piece of info that totally changes everything.
i had that today.
i found out something that totally changed something that i was hoping for and was looking forward to. and now its gone because of one small comment. so now i feel like lost...like huh? what do i look forward to now? its kinda like that empty feeling again. and you know whats funny...i wasn't surprised at all by this information because it always happens to me so i was expecting it. kinda like things never go my way so why should i think it should this time? kinda sucks cause it just further influences my thoughts that i am going to be alone forever.
okay way too cryptic.
so short version. i kinda liked this guy. he was cute, very kind and nice, smart, funny and actually talked to me. so i kinda got excited cause there aren't that many guys who possess those characters and will actually talk to me. i was having a lot of fun hanging out with him in lab and stuff (we started sitting next to each other in almost all of our like 4 classes together). well today he tells me about how he's going to texas for spring break to visit his sister and some of his girlfriend's family.
yep definitely my luck. any guy i remotely interested in always have a gf. so hence i am going to be alone forever or even worse find myself settling to date someone that doesn't exactly excite me that much (cough cough...lindsay...cough cough)
and what adds to my problem...this finding out this info...puts me back to square one of really really liking someone else that i was trying to get over.
oh man everything is all screwy and never goes my way....i give up.
i had that today.
i found out something that totally changed something that i was hoping for and was looking forward to. and now its gone because of one small comment. so now i feel like lost...like huh? what do i look forward to now? its kinda like that empty feeling again. and you know whats funny...i wasn't surprised at all by this information because it always happens to me so i was expecting it. kinda like things never go my way so why should i think it should this time? kinda sucks cause it just further influences my thoughts that i am going to be alone forever.
okay way too cryptic.
so short version. i kinda liked this guy. he was cute, very kind and nice, smart, funny and actually talked to me. so i kinda got excited cause there aren't that many guys who possess those characters and will actually talk to me. i was having a lot of fun hanging out with him in lab and stuff (we started sitting next to each other in almost all of our like 4 classes together). well today he tells me about how he's going to texas for spring break to visit his sister and some of his girlfriend's family.
yep definitely my luck. any guy i remotely interested in always have a gf. so hence i am going to be alone forever or even worse find myself settling to date someone that doesn't exactly excite me that much (cough cough...lindsay...cough cough)
and what adds to my problem...this finding out this info...puts me back to square one of really really liking someone else that i was trying to get over.
oh man everything is all screwy and never goes my way....i give up.