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so i had the worse dream ever a couple of nights ago and it still is haunting me and its really morbid.
it bothers me so i thought i would write it down
so in this dream i was helping someone learn how to hunt. i am not sure who this person is but it was a girl and didn't know very much about hunting.
so we are in the woods hunting separately and she calls to tell me that she shot a doe. i go over to see and we see that she indeed shot a doe...but in the leg...only injuring it and now it is limping away fast. i yell at her and try to get a shot off to end the deer's suffering and i can't so the deer gets away. (the deer will live..just be in pain for a while)
so then i go back to hunting on my own...pissed at the girl for being so careless
she calls me this time again saying she shot something else but she doesn't know what it is and something is wrong
i go to look. the girl had shot a cat. a very pretty calico (mostly black) cat (i can see in vividly in my mind...which is why this dream is so haunting). she has shot the cat in the spine...so it is flopping in pain, but unable to die. i am furious this time...i mean who mistakes a cat for a deer??? and sad because i halfway blame myself because i was the one hunting with her. i was so angry and upset...the emotions were so strong they felt real
so then i immediately start trying to fully kill the cat. but it doesn't die for some reason, no matter how much i shoot it. it just looks up at me with sad sad eyes. i can see the blood come out of the bullet holes and then they stop bleeding and the cat meows at me. at this point in my dream i am bawling my eyes out. cause i feel its all my fault and i feel so awful.
about here is when the dream stops. when i woke later and thought about the dream the emotions felt so real i almost started crying for real. it was such a weird dream and it freaked me out majorly. i have no clue where it all came from...but i can't get that cat's image off my mind
i am not really into meanings behind dreams...because most of the time i think dreams are just a mix of what happened to you that day and what you were thinking about. but i don't know where this one came from and it makes me wonder what it means?
now what would be totally weird was if i like saw a cat like that...i pray that doesn't happen.
it bothers me so i thought i would write it down
so in this dream i was helping someone learn how to hunt. i am not sure who this person is but it was a girl and didn't know very much about hunting.
so we are in the woods hunting separately and she calls to tell me that she shot a doe. i go over to see and we see that she indeed shot a doe...but in the leg...only injuring it and now it is limping away fast. i yell at her and try to get a shot off to end the deer's suffering and i can't so the deer gets away. (the deer will live..just be in pain for a while)
so then i go back to hunting on my own...pissed at the girl for being so careless
she calls me this time again saying she shot something else but she doesn't know what it is and something is wrong
i go to look. the girl had shot a cat. a very pretty calico (mostly black) cat (i can see in vividly in my mind...which is why this dream is so haunting). she has shot the cat in the spine...so it is flopping in pain, but unable to die. i am furious this time...i mean who mistakes a cat for a deer??? and sad because i halfway blame myself because i was the one hunting with her. i was so angry and upset...the emotions were so strong they felt real
so then i immediately start trying to fully kill the cat. but it doesn't die for some reason, no matter how much i shoot it. it just looks up at me with sad sad eyes. i can see the blood come out of the bullet holes and then they stop bleeding and the cat meows at me. at this point in my dream i am bawling my eyes out. cause i feel its all my fault and i feel so awful.
about here is when the dream stops. when i woke later and thought about the dream the emotions felt so real i almost started crying for real. it was such a weird dream and it freaked me out majorly. i have no clue where it all came from...but i can't get that cat's image off my mind
i am not really into meanings behind dreams...because most of the time i think dreams are just a mix of what happened to you that day and what you were thinking about. but i don't know where this one came from and it makes me wonder what it means?
now what would be totally weird was if i like saw a cat like that...i pray that doesn't happen.