Aug 05, 2005 22:00
havent updated in a while...
>>>things have been really good...me and John couldnt be better its been amazing! we are soooo close and im lovin it. we kno each other soooo well already it feels like i have known him for like my whole life which is a good thing i guess. i never thought that i would be able to move on from brad and finally i find myself completly over him. John has showed me sooo much and has helped me every step of the way....hes ALWAYS there to listen to nething and everything i have to say and holds me when i need it the most...hes not only my boyfriend but my bestfriend! i love it
the summer....eh it was ok i mean i have had better summers i feel like this summer i jsut separated myself from everyone and havent really become that close with neone besides john i dunno if thats good er not but whatever..i feel like everytime i do get close with someone it never really works so ive given up i do have to say tho that i do miss Steph real bad...that girl was the best we had sooooo many good times and could talk to each other bout nething and when i was upset er something i could just talk to her and she would make me laugh again...i do miss herr alot but what can u do i hope that when school starts we get close again shes one of the few people i like...lol! neways well thats it for now kids hope everyone enjoys the next couple weeks b4 hell (school) starts again much love!!