Jun 27, 2005 22:09
wow...what can i say i love life then i hate it its like a never ending problem i wish just for once things could just go away and be good so much shit is on my mind lately like things have changed so much life people myself and i cant take the change i just want things to be the way they use to be like yea im happy that some things have changed but then again i want things back...i want myself back the most i miss some people and fucked things up with them aka Stephine i love that girl and i totally just assumed shit and now its like shes gone! she was my bestfriend and like then the next thing i knew we werent talking at all...i lost respect for myself letting someone bring me down to the point i dont want to be here nemore how did this happen to me 4 real its so hard to deal with and i have no one there for me rite now to help me thru this shit GRRRRRR
>>im so fucking in love with someone but i kno i dont need him i dont want him but its like everytime i try to move on hes rite there in my mind all i see is his face and i hate that GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE BRAD I FUCKING HATE YOU!
other than that things are kool peace kids