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ok so i thought that i could be strong thru it all like with the whole brad thing...i have been doing things to try to keep him off my mind and shit but it seems like everytime i try not to think bout it hes always in my head ALWAYS i dont want it to be like that nemore i dont want to cry bcuz of him i just want to erase him from my memory yea i LOVED him to death and of course i would do nething to be with him again but i kno i cant be with him...GRRR i hate it i cant stand this feeling nemore...i broke down today the first time that i actually pucked and cried bcuz i miss him so much! i hate it grr whatever happens will happen i just hope its good
>>everyone is leaving :( sad im going to miss you all!! but me i get to stay here blahhh oh well i got to go to cali and im going out there this summer to stay with William he wants me to move in with him lol he has a kick ass apartment out there so hmm its an idea...whatever happens i think im going to be moving after school gets out either with William or my sister i cant stand being here like things are ok with my family its just i cant deal with other things yea it would be running away from my problems but guess what i dont care i almost took my fucking life bcuz of all the shit that is happening to me and i dont want that to happen again so i gotta get outta here! but yea thats all for now kids love you all!!
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>>everyone is leaving :( sad im going to miss you all!! but me i get to stay here blahhh oh well i got to go to cali and im going out there this summer to stay with William he wants me to move in with him lol he has a kick ass apartment out there so hmm its an idea...whatever happens i think im going to be moving after school gets out either with William or my sister i cant stand being here like things are ok with my family its just i cant deal with other things yea it would be running away from my problems but guess what i dont care i almost took my fucking life bcuz of all the shit that is happening to me and i dont want that to happen again so i gotta get outta here! but yea thats all for now kids love you all!!
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