Sep 07, 2005 17:04
I can't focus at all. Here is the honest to God truth; I am so caught up. I can't concentrate in school, I can't do my homework, I can't breath. I'm really really really sick and I have no idea what to do. I am so caught up. I like him soooooooooooo much, but there are SO many valid reasons why I shouldn't be with him. There are reasons why I should be with him too but I'm so lost. I'm like shaking right now as I'm typing this and that scares me even more because I have NEVER been this caught up. I have had little crushes before, but even when I dated the person, I was bored.
No OnE hAs EvEr MaDe Me FeEl ThIs WaY bEfOrE
and I don't know if I should run away
OR stay AWHILE
He said the ball was in my hands. . .
JuSt BrEaTh