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It wasn't until four thirty this morning when I jerked awake (after 2 hours of sleep) that I realized how much this girl really bothers me. I had to get up and go back to the mall to double check that I did something when I closed last night. It was done, of course, and it was completely irrational for me to do that but I did it anyway. I know why too. Her name is Rachel and she's a generally nice, christian girl, who my manager Michelle apparently likes. She has been with the company for four months approximately. I have been with the company for eight months. I know this is going to sound silly but it is very true. She knows how to make labels, which really bothered me when I saw her labeling a new ring. (Assistant managers or managers, AKA Michelle is the only person supposed to know how to do that) Then yesterday, this was like the final straw for me, Michelle took her down to show her where the change is. Chris worked for Fast Fix for a year and Michelle still wouldn't show him where it was or what the password is to get into it. Is she more Christian than me? Does it bother me that Michelle likes her more? Apparently. She's always saying things to me like, "Are you supposed to do that?" If a customer walks in with a ring or something and I go back to have the jeweler examine it, she asks what needs to be done so she can give me the price. I know, ontop of everything else, she is telling Michelle every little thing that I do wrong. She's a "teacher's pet." In this case, a Michelle's pet. Fortunately, we have a guy working with us who is a complete idiot and I'm sure he's the topic of their conversation most of the time but he's out to get me too. Tattle telling on every little thing I do wrong. Thus I know that there is ever a time when Michelle doesn't like me anymore there will be a surplus of excuses why she should get rid of me. I really hate to say it, but Chris was right. Don't get attached to the job because it is very possible that you'll be dropped in a second. Michelle is holding the ball.
For anyone who is reading this, who thinks I'm going to make a comment about last night; this is what I have to say. I was more shocked than anything else, I didn't even know it was like that. But, if thats whats up, then thats whats up. Just do me a favor please, don't front. If you don't like me don't be nice to me to my face, because then I'll know who not to call. I don't care what anyones excuse is, I just don't and I'm leaving it at that.
I'm not mad. I'm actually pretty happy that I didn't chill, because I ended up going out with Dee and had a really good time.
Peace and Love
For anyone who is reading this, who thinks I'm going to make a comment about last night; this is what I have to say. I was more shocked than anything else, I didn't even know it was like that. But, if thats whats up, then thats whats up. Just do me a favor please, don't front. If you don't like me don't be nice to me to my face, because then I'll know who not to call. I don't care what anyones excuse is, I just don't and I'm leaving it at that.
I'm not mad. I'm actually pretty happy that I didn't chill, because I ended up going out with Dee and had a really good time.
Peace and Love