Title: Surrender
Fic Challenge: 096. I like you, I like you, I like you WC (
10/100)
Author: kayjayloves
Word Count: 170
Pairing: Eeteuk/Donghae
Band: Super Junior
Genre: angst, romance
Rating: PG-13
Warning: cussing
Disclaimer: these lovely boys ain't mine D:'
Synopsis: We try to fight it/But something's written in the stars/I just can't shake this feeling/It's just like a bullet and it's killing me
Comments: Donghae POV, drabble written too late last night XD; For
simply_emotion, because it's her fault I like teukhae in the first place D:'
Shit, and he can't lie, he's never been good at faking emotions like others fake the words - they show too clearly on his face (in those quick glances) and tear open his heart, bearing it to the world. Shit, and he whispers, "I like you, I like you, I like you - I love you."
Shit - but no one notices because they're not looking close enough (except once, one single heart stopping moment, and he breathed the most convincing half-truth he’d ever come up with, of course I love my hyung). So it's okay, it's safe, it's -
It's hell and he wishes the feeling would just go away (love - love doesn't leave, but love, love is too illogical) and yet he doesn't want it to stop. It's beautiful and painful and every stupid saying those romance novels came up with ages before he was born (born too late, but just the right time to meet him).
"Impossible," but, yet, he can't turn back (doesn't want to).
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Author's Notes: Comm/crits are love <3
Lyrics in synopsis are from Blake Lewis's
Surrender xD