Well it's been a while and I've been busy telling my daily battles with my Ana buddies or writing in a journal I have hidden in my room. It has pictures of thinspiration and such I love it. I'm at 109.4 right now I was 108 about a week before the cruise but when we left I was at 110. I came home weighing a gross 115 and that's even after purging once or twice a day.
Now I'm fighting to be below 108 because I keep staying at 110 and that's not good enough. I have huge love handles I want to get rid of but that's not going well. Justin loves my ass so I'm over it having a little extra fat just gotta get rid of the muffin top.
I'm planning on doing a 5k in aug, half marathon September and marathon in October! I need to sign up for the runs sonic more motivated to run! This would also help me drop weight like crazy(:
Well it's 3 am and I work at 7 til 3 and then 6-10 so I probably so go to bed!
Starve on!
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