mononucleosis
day two:
i was doing good this morning not too bored, but then again i had the entire season one of ugly betty to watch. well, ugly betty ran out and im borderline suicidal. im not even tired i feel fine, i wanna go out. i feel like im missing so much.. but chances are im not missing anything. i cant go out till i go to the doctor again and he approves. my next appointment isnt until wednesday. i can not last until wednesday. i neeed to get out. i have to memorize two monologues and find a song to sing for auditions, and i keep telling myself this would be the perfect time to do it. but i just can't id much rather just sit here bored. i did some college research but every time i start it makes me naseous. idk im bored, and this just isn't even worth reading.
somebody visit me, please.