Meme

Feb 15, 2010 18:17

I've done this Meme before but here it is again, with totally different prompts \o/

Leave a comment asking for it and I will give you five words I associate with you. Then post about what they mean to you, along with this, at your journal.

thundersquall gave me: Really hot porn! Ryeowook! YeWook! Henry! And your job! \O/


Really hot porn!
Lol porn. I write a lot of porn. Idek why I do, but I just seriously write a lot of porn. My thoughts on porn? Idk it gets really boring to read really fast, but writing it is never boring. I mean eventually you have to spice it up, because the same old in and out just isn’t going to cut it. Which is why I start writing kinky things, and throwing in more penises than I know what to do with. (I’m eventually going to write a huge orgy :\ Just give me time)

Porn is also really easy for me to write. If I like the pairing and if the pairing has serious chemistry, I can write a 2,000 word porn (straight porn, no like… plot or filler) in about 45 mins. This is opposed to a plot fic where I write about 1,000 words an hour. Big word count difference. Porn doesn’t require any thought because at least for me, I’ve done pretty much any scenario I’ve written about, or I know exactly how it goes so finding the words isn’t that hard.

I don’t know when, or why, the hell Ela and Sheena decided I was the porn goddess because I sure don’t see myself as that. But uh… at least… I make Suju a pornier fandom?

Ryeowook!
I love Ryeowook’s voice! He’s my favourite member. I don’t want to bang him, but he’s my favourite member. I’m really weird in terms of like, the order of my favourites. Ryeowook is my favourite, Henry is who I want to bang and Yesung is my favourite voice, like Kibum is just… he’s Kibum and I always would want to fuck him :\ and Siwon I want to put in a cage and make my bitch. So I’m not surprised when people don’t know who the hell my favourite is, because like… SOMETIMES I DON’T EVEN KNOW! But Ryeowook is way up there, and I adore him.

I love his voice and I really adore his personality and his utter gay. The fact that he’s completely afraid of breasts and vagina and WOMEN is just really endearing and I sorta just want to hug him. The fact that he also stood up for Henry and Zhou Mi made me go “ASDJKAHDJSKA :DDD” and explode with love because everyone tried to make it seem like the rest of the Suju members were forced into SJM when it’s very obvious that they all adore Henry and Zhou Mi. And, lol, my like or dislike of a member completely relies on whether or not they are nice to Henry and Zhou Mi :D

YeWook!
So like, one of the first times I talked to Sheena, she was like “YOU LIKE YEWOOK! MORE THAN HENWOOK?! WHAT IS THIS?!” Yes, I know it’s strange because I have that Henwook gif up on my profile, and I have a lot of Henwook icons (and for awhile I only had one Yewook icon) and I am part of henwookaday and on top of all of that, I love both Henry and Ryeowook, so of course I would ship them! Right?

No. Not really. Yewook is my OTP. This is probably like… really shocking, considering what I write fic about. Everyone probably thinks my OTP is Qmi and ShiHanChul is my OT3. BUT THIS IS NOT THE CASE! Yewook is my OTP. I just never thought I needed to give them any love because… they are so fucking married. Like. I thought everyone shipped Yewook! It was just one of those canon couples that just were, you know? I’m not even going to lie, I really thought they were openly dating when I first got into Suju fandom.

I don’t even know what made me think that, but just watching them interact, I was like “oh so they are out. Well that’s very progressive of you Korea.” I just thought that they were dating! And it wasn’t until I read around that I was like “oh :\ so they are just a fanmade pairing? That… stared in this drama together where they acted really gay. Oh. Okay. Whatever Korea. You obviously have some serious denial issues.”

I really like Yewook, and in my eyes, they will always be married. Always.

Henry!
I love this man. He is the reason why I got into Super Junior. I remember back in 2007, when Suju released their 2nd album and over at Boajjang in the other music forum there was all this talk about Only13 and all this stuff and the Suju fans were fighting and I was like “THANK. FUCKING. GOD.” And I remember being so thankful for this kid for being able to completely destroy the hopes and dreams of these people on the internet and I was like “:DDDDDD HE IS SO POWERFUL!”

And then I ignored Suju fandom for awhile longer because whatever, I didn’t really care, but I remember reading some fanaccounts about Henry at the audition and all that good stuff and that he was super talented and he DANCED WITH A VIOLIN. And I was like “when this kid debuts… maybe I will give a shit Suju.”

So Henry is the reason why I’m even in this fandom. I actually listened to SJM’s album because ~violin~ and well… if I wanted to see him dance I had to watch performances. As I got into the fandom, and deeper into just ugh loving the shit out of this boy, I found out just how bad the only13 thing was and how much shit he got put through and I really, really fucking hated the fandom. The more hate I saw for him (and subsequently Zhou Mi) the more I loved him. And he really gives me a lot of reasons to be glad that I’m a fan of his. Sure he isn’t like Geng with his donations, but Henry is really just a dude who really loves to dance.

Fans sometimes make him one dimensional, and I don’t know why because honestly, for a lot of international fans, he should be really easy to write, because unlike Siwon, or Heechul, or Sungmin, we can just look around at like, the typical guy and THERE’S HENRY! Like. Henry comes from North America and so he doesn’t have that whole ~exotic~ flavour to him. He’s seriously JUST A DUDE! He probably acts like your average jackass, and I say that with the most love but I really see him as a dumbass. He’s the type of fucker who would run into traffic to grab the basketball that rolled into the street and get hit by the slow moving car, hit the pavement, jump up and then run and score a basket. He wears his cap sideways because he thinks it makes him look tough, and he likes puffy jackets because they are what are in style, and he’s probably one of those guys who will stand outside in the cold for three nights to buy new shoes. HE A GUY! He plays videogames, and fucks bitches and I just, really find him sorta amazing.

And your job! \O/
I work with kids :D For people that don’t know. I work at an elementary school and specifically I got hired to be a soccer coach. I have to say it’s really the best job ever. I’ve always wanted to be a teacher, but I never wanted to actually go to school for teaching. So because I didn’t want to go to school for teaching I thought I wouldn’t be allowed to teach, or get to work with kids because who wants to hire someone who doesn’t study that? Who wants to hire some dumbass college kid who did webdesign and is a film student. But apparently Kevin did XD

I love the kids. Working with them is the most amazing experience ever. I love going to work everyday, and even if I start off the day tired, or in a bad mood, the moment the day starts I’m all smiles because how can’t be all smiles with you have kids like Eileen running around and hugging everyone and Carolina shouting at you to know when soccer is starting up? And lol the boys! Boys like Jose will pull but their pant leg to show off that they are getting hair on it and wanting to know if that made them “sexy.” It’s just so refreshing and though for a while I only worked with the older kids, I’ve started working with first and second grade, and while I would probably never want to teach that young, they are the cutest, sweetest things ever.

And yes! I even tolerate it when they fight, or curse or pull out knives and stab other little boys :\ It’s not that I find it adorable, it’s just. It’s a part of the job. It’s going to happen eventually, and better that it happens now, when I’m fresh, than have everything be perfect and make me think teaching is a walk in the park. I’ve really learned from this job all the ups and downs that come with teaching. I’ve had students who I’ve given chance, after chance and they just continuously blow it, and I’ve also had students who are like :D and grasp onto everything and will go on to succeed and make wonderful things with themselves.

In short. I love this job. It’s the best job there ever is and if every teaching job is even half the enjoyment of this, I know I will be a very, very happy person.

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