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college is really weird. i have loved it up until today. nothing crazy happened today that made me change my mind, i just thought about shit and i am not very happy. yes, i have met so many amazing people, and i am having a great time, don't get me wrong. a lot is changing, and i don't like the changes.
i have soo much work to do this weekend. i have to do a huge research paper, problem set #3 for chem (i just finished problem set #2. i got a 1 on problem set #2 and problem set #3 is soo much harder. lee and i tried to do it today in the library with each other, our notes, the book, and the student guide and we couldn't do it. i don't know how the hell we are going to take a test with just ourselves), study for psych, and math.
i got my english paper back in english today. i got a b/b+. i don't want to sound conceited or anything, but i am not used to getting below an A on english papers. i hate reading, and i am horrible at interpreting literature, but, i have always been able to write papers, and to write them well. i thought i kicked ass on this paper and i got a b/b+.
that doesn't give me much inspiration for the paper i have to write this weekend. i am gaining weight. i am not saying "oh i'm so fat" to get attention. it is a known fact that i am gaining weight. i eat too much and exercise too little.
i have absolutely NO money. i know people say that all the time and they always have SOME. i have none. i owe the school money still, and i am not making enough to pay them by october 5th (the date at which i will receive a late fee). i can't go out. i can't eat. i can't buy my boyfriend anything for our anniversary. i can't but my dad anything for his birthday, or victoria for hers. i couldn't even buy a $.89 taco from mighty today.
i'm sick.
i miss dean like crazy. i don't know how the hell we did this last year.
i miss my friends. i've made so many friends at college but they just aren't the same as my old ones. i wish a lot could be different. i could (and want to) say so much right now about several specific examples, but i don't think my live journal is the greatest place. i just want all of you (you know who you are) that i miss and love you forever.
as i read this entry, i'm sure you will probably think i am depressed. that's not really the case. i'm just venting. i really am having a good time i'm just stressed. i love my roommates. i love everyone i've met, and people that i've known forever. i have the most amazing boyfriend ever. lee might move in. that would be awesome. but i would miss deb a lot.
we are staying in tonight to relax in our room and watch movies.
i have soo much work to do this weekend. i have to do a huge research paper, problem set #3 for chem (i just finished problem set #2. i got a 1 on problem set #2 and problem set #3 is soo much harder. lee and i tried to do it today in the library with each other, our notes, the book, and the student guide and we couldn't do it. i don't know how the hell we are going to take a test with just ourselves), study for psych, and math.
i got my english paper back in english today. i got a b/b+. i don't want to sound conceited or anything, but i am not used to getting below an A on english papers. i hate reading, and i am horrible at interpreting literature, but, i have always been able to write papers, and to write them well. i thought i kicked ass on this paper and i got a b/b+.
that doesn't give me much inspiration for the paper i have to write this weekend. i am gaining weight. i am not saying "oh i'm so fat" to get attention. it is a known fact that i am gaining weight. i eat too much and exercise too little.
i have absolutely NO money. i know people say that all the time and they always have SOME. i have none. i owe the school money still, and i am not making enough to pay them by october 5th (the date at which i will receive a late fee). i can't go out. i can't eat. i can't buy my boyfriend anything for our anniversary. i can't but my dad anything for his birthday, or victoria for hers. i couldn't even buy a $.89 taco from mighty today.
i'm sick.
i miss dean like crazy. i don't know how the hell we did this last year.
i miss my friends. i've made so many friends at college but they just aren't the same as my old ones. i wish a lot could be different. i could (and want to) say so much right now about several specific examples, but i don't think my live journal is the greatest place. i just want all of you (you know who you are) that i miss and love you forever.
as i read this entry, i'm sure you will probably think i am depressed. that's not really the case. i'm just venting. i really am having a good time i'm just stressed. i love my roommates. i love everyone i've met, and people that i've known forever. i have the most amazing boyfriend ever. lee might move in. that would be awesome. but i would miss deb a lot.
we are staying in tonight to relax in our room and watch movies.