yesterday's only what we leave behind
so today was relatively uneventful...at tutoring the girls mom said i was doing a good job and her daughter was definately getting better so that made me happy... then i took a nap-iah only i was actually reading, then i went through some severe pms/jsut stressing out cuz i was in the middle of ym book so i didnt wanna be disturbed and my mom called and like wanted me to start dinner and i wanted to read and i still had to check thigns with alex and michelle transportationwiase and i was gunna hafta eat somethign random for dinner anyways cuz it wouldnt be reayd ebfor ei had to go and maria hadnt been home all day and jeff wasnt home and nicole was gunna go ride her bike and in other words i was jerked from the calm tenseness of my bed and my book into the reality of my not so hectic but sometimes seems that way life. so then i ended up snappign at my sisters who are usually who i snap at so then i said sorry and then i was just liek wow i need colorguard because currently its my outlet and i was like gunna shoot soemthign so i needed my outlet.
so thena t colorgaurd we did poms which are fun ish but flags are better but then we got out the poms which semi made my day they just make the whole thing better...the routine is sorta hard, some parts are lik physically demanding or at least for me liek the floor part when we get back up my butts like woah there lol well so then i was tired and i wanted to do not poms and i ate goldfish and i was still tired but then i thought of shopping with my mom cuz thats what ive really been looking forward to doing and it jsut gave me so much energy not jsut cuz the shopping but when you have 3 siblings you dotn get a whole lot of quality parent time so i was really excited and it gave me soooo much energy caitie wwas like how ar eyou so perky and yeahhh so then it was fun and we did spirit cheers liek the awesome dorks we are and then i came home and remembered i have to get up really early tomorrow cuz i made tutoring be at 9-11 so id have more time for shopping with ym mom but then i found out that we cant go shopping tomorrow and i eman i know my mosm busy at work and i understand and all cuz i know shed love to jsut go shopping for her liek take a day off and go to the mall btu she cant so i cant like expect her to jsut like leave work and they suddenly need her this week so she said maybe wednesday or thursday but i jsut have a feeling that its gunna keep being postponed cuz she was like well how much shopping do you nee dto do with me? cuz i could like drop you and friend(s) off at the mall or like pick you up or something but she jsut didnt get that all i really wanted to do was go with her and i dunno i guess im jsut being selfish but it made me sad cuz liek all ive looked forward to all day, sicne this mornign when i made tutoring outrageously (for me at least) early, and its not actually happening but its supposed to be wednesday or thursday so i guess its just more to look forward too... summers evaporating really quickly and although PA wasnt bad on saturday i wish i had the day to myself or to go shopping opr soemthing but oh well cant change it so im jsut in a crappy kidna mood right now even thouh i guess i shouldnt be i have no idea what im doing tomorrow kelly and terri and me are maybe going to thwe pool sinc ei no longer have plans, i mgiht change tutoring and not do it at 9 even tho i still ahve to get up so i can go tell ehr im changing it and then i guess i can go to ritas with the team before practice but then id hafta eat really early but i guess that doesnt matter ...
and even though i dont have any spirit at all right now i just have to put my favorite cheer in here since i am jsut that much of a dork
we got spirit what what we got spirit yeah we got what what what what whatwhatwhatwhat...
so thena t colorgaurd we did poms which are fun ish but flags are better but then we got out the poms which semi made my day they just make the whole thing better...the routine is sorta hard, some parts are lik physically demanding or at least for me liek the floor part when we get back up my butts like woah there lol well so then i was tired and i wanted to do not poms and i ate goldfish and i was still tired but then i thought of shopping with my mom cuz thats what ive really been looking forward to doing and it jsut gave me so much energy not jsut cuz the shopping but when you have 3 siblings you dotn get a whole lot of quality parent time so i was really excited and it gave me soooo much energy caitie wwas like how ar eyou so perky and yeahhh so then it was fun and we did spirit cheers liek the awesome dorks we are and then i came home and remembered i have to get up really early tomorrow cuz i made tutoring be at 9-11 so id have more time for shopping with ym mom but then i found out that we cant go shopping tomorrow and i eman i know my mosm busy at work and i understand and all cuz i know shed love to jsut go shopping for her liek take a day off and go to the mall btu she cant so i cant like expect her to jsut like leave work and they suddenly need her this week so she said maybe wednesday or thursday but i jsut have a feeling that its gunna keep being postponed cuz she was like well how much shopping do you nee dto do with me? cuz i could like drop you and friend(s) off at the mall or like pick you up or something but she jsut didnt get that all i really wanted to do was go with her and i dunno i guess im jsut being selfish but it made me sad cuz liek all ive looked forward to all day, sicne this mornign when i made tutoring outrageously (for me at least) early, and its not actually happening but its supposed to be wednesday or thursday so i guess its just more to look forward too... summers evaporating really quickly and although PA wasnt bad on saturday i wish i had the day to myself or to go shopping opr soemthing but oh well cant change it so im jsut in a crappy kidna mood right now even thouh i guess i shouldnt be i have no idea what im doing tomorrow kelly and terri and me are maybe going to thwe pool sinc ei no longer have plans, i mgiht change tutoring and not do it at 9 even tho i still ahve to get up so i can go tell ehr im changing it and then i guess i can go to ritas with the team before practice but then id hafta eat really early but i guess that doesnt matter ...
and even though i dont have any spirit at all right now i just have to put my favorite cheer in here since i am jsut that much of a dork
we got spirit what what we got spirit yeah we got what what what what whatwhatwhatwhat...