This is not happening...
on our F*CKING anniversary! I mean, technically tomorrow is our anniversary, but James and I planned on seeing the movie tonight at 11pm, so during the movie- it'll be our anniversary. If that makes sense. It sounds so much better in my head, but I love the idea. We normally see movies right when they come out, so that's what we were going to do. Earlier, like an hour ago- he sucks. He gave me sour attitude about a video game, his computer not working properly for me to use the internet, then about what time we were going to go buy the tickets. gRRR. F*ck it. I don't want to go anymore. I can live with that. I really don't care, because most likely we'll have a lot more anniversaries to do this on. I'm not stressing it, but right now- gRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I hate this. I should just be the bigger person and suck it up, because I love him. But, I just really don't want to. I just want to scream at him, "THIS IS WHAT I MEANT WHEN I TOLD YOU HOW I FELT. THIS IS THE KIND OF THING THAT PISSES ME OFF!" Whatever. I'll most likely get over it by the time I get to work. lol. (5pm)
New topic... I turned in my French assignment. *whoo hoo!* I feel awesome about that. I turned it in so early. It's not due til July 3rd, but since I'll be out of town, I wanted to get it out of the way PRONTO. Definitely a good feeling. Nice to have. lol. K.C.'s just sitting around, keeping me company. Man, I love her. She's the best puppy ever! lol. Although, she's not really a puppy; she's almost 5 years old. ;( Yesterday, James' dog, Ziggy was having problems. He couldn't move and his breathing was either really heavy or really faint. I felt horrible. I'm worried now about when K.C.'s about to die. I'm going to feel like... God. I don't even know. I'm going to miss her. And I know I wanted other dogs and different types, but K.C.'s been there for me through a lot. Even though- she may not know it- she's awesome. ;O) Love her energy.. never ends.
Thinking happy thoughts. Must think happy thoughts. Yesterday was Jon's birthday. Wow. He didn't do a whole lot. I mean, his family threw him a party, but other than that- he hung out with a few friends and played pool and hung out. Fun. Don't get me wrong, it was probably all he wanted, but goes to show how different we really are. On my 21st- I'm going OUT! I want to have fun with my friends and just hang out, have a couple drinks and just chill. I'll probably hang out with my parents, best friends, than everyone else separately. It usually works out that way. ;O) Should be something good to look forward to. Keep in mind- my 20th birthday SUCKED. Which reminds me...
James' birthday will be next month. Still trying to figure out what I really want to give him. Crap, Laura's birthday is before his. So, I should probably focus on hers first. lol. I think I'm going to take her shopping and hang out with her before she goes off to work. ;O) I like that plan. hehe. Good sh/t to be happy about. I like it.
New topic... I turned in my French assignment. *whoo hoo!* I feel awesome about that. I turned it in so early. It's not due til July 3rd, but since I'll be out of town, I wanted to get it out of the way PRONTO. Definitely a good feeling. Nice to have. lol. K.C.'s just sitting around, keeping me company. Man, I love her. She's the best puppy ever! lol. Although, she's not really a puppy; she's almost 5 years old. ;( Yesterday, James' dog, Ziggy was having problems. He couldn't move and his breathing was either really heavy or really faint. I felt horrible. I'm worried now about when K.C.'s about to die. I'm going to feel like... God. I don't even know. I'm going to miss her. And I know I wanted other dogs and different types, but K.C.'s been there for me through a lot. Even though- she may not know it- she's awesome. ;O) Love her energy.. never ends.
Thinking happy thoughts. Must think happy thoughts. Yesterday was Jon's birthday. Wow. He didn't do a whole lot. I mean, his family threw him a party, but other than that- he hung out with a few friends and played pool and hung out. Fun. Don't get me wrong, it was probably all he wanted, but goes to show how different we really are. On my 21st- I'm going OUT! I want to have fun with my friends and just hang out, have a couple drinks and just chill. I'll probably hang out with my parents, best friends, than everyone else separately. It usually works out that way. ;O) Should be something good to look forward to. Keep in mind- my 20th birthday SUCKED. Which reminds me...
James' birthday will be next month. Still trying to figure out what I really want to give him. Crap, Laura's birthday is before his. So, I should probably focus on hers first. lol. I think I'm going to take her shopping and hang out with her before she goes off to work. ;O) I like that plan. hehe. Good sh/t to be happy about. I like it.