Friends lie, Fists fly, Broken hearts are not shy.

[kaye_fairy]

So Thursday night, walking back to my room from English with Nikki. She tells me that her and her boyfriend CJ broke up about two days ago. Awww. I'm sorry That sucks. SHe wasn't too upset about it. So then we get to talking about Josh and how I'm in love with him and I still really have feelings for him even though he doesn't want to be with me. She was sympathetic and we just talked about that all the way back to the dorms. She also told me how the first time she met Josh(when we were helping Danielle move out) she had the biggest crush on hom too. But then she said she was glad that nothing happened between them because she saw how he treated me and the shit that happened between me, him, and Shannah(his ex). So we part ways and later that night some drinking takes place and I go outside to smoke where I find a very drunk Shawn. He said that Nikki and Josh locked themselves in Nikki's room and were talking. Everyone asumed something else was going on, but me being a dumbass trusting person argued that NIkki wouldn't do something like that right after we had been talking about how I felt about Josh. Next day Josh walks to class with Sabrina's boyfriend Jimmie and tells him that his friend CJ was mad at him cuz he slept with his ex two days after they broke up. Nikki fucked Josh. Right after I told her how much I love him. Shes supposed to be my friend. Guess thats what I get for putting my trust in other people.

On a happier note, last night was pretty fun. Sabrina, Rachael, and I took a bath together and took shots of Bacardi 151 in the tub while Jimmie and Adam watched and took pics. lol. Then we all went to the Boardwalk and danced the night away. Then Danielle, Lyndsee and I went and chilled at this kid Joe's house. At least I think that was his name. Anyway we drank some beer played a little pingpong and played a couple of drinking games. Helen and I ended up leaving about 7in the morning. And now Im sick with a cold or something. meh. mOre later