and its all down hill from here
ok i think im possibly in the worst mood ever right now. nothing can make me feel better. this whole situation sucks ass.
the regents today was.. i dont even know. im really freaked out to get my score bc i really have a bad feeling about it. i dont think i did good. do u ever get that feeling that wen u finish u think everythings right, but wen its time to hand it in ur like.. apprehensive? yeah- that was me today. so i was just liek fuck it. and i handed it in. i just really hope i did ok, bc i kno if i didnt my moms gonna freak. wut else is new? im never good enough for her anyways.
i just got bak from the met game.. i had a lot of fun. i drove there with my grandpa, grandma, and auntie. and my mom, dad, joe, john, nick and gina went in my moms car. i really cant stand driving with them so.. wutever. we arrived at shea and ate our food and then we just chilled. the game was good. mike "the darkness" cameron hit a walk-off homerun in the 9th to win the game. the little ceremony for mike piazza was ok.. kinda boring.
everyones fucken annoying me for no reason. i mean- if u dont wanna talk to me.. then dont! dont ignore me wen i wanna talk and then tell me to do something for you. who does that? and another thing- dont let me borrow ur lipgloss u use on ur lips that have made out with my brother ok? and im not a little kid. sometimes i wanna have a decent conversation too! and how come wen i say stupid shit its gay but wen she says somethin stupid its funny? WUT THE FUCK? i guess we all cant be perfect liek her huh? i guess since im blood im a piece of shit now. id always choose my brother over anyone in the whole world, but now im not sure its worth it...
WUTEVER