stop. callaborate and listen.... haha
So I was looking at mr. matthew's last myspace blog and he talked about how much the past year things have changed for him and he changed. I thought I'd do kinda the same things here, because let's face it, a lot has changed in my life in the past year. I hurt someone, that I never ever wanted to hurt and in doin so also hurt myself. I lost a lot of friends because they chose sides when I never asked them to, and they didnt chose my side. I got my heart trampled on by putting it out there. I redefined myself. Got close again to my two best friends that I really care about, (Andrea and Giles), and drifted away from most everyone else. I moved out of my house, and went to college leaving behind everything that I knew, I failed my first college course and it happened to be the only one that had anything to do with my major, I created the lifestyle I want for myself in SLO but kept in touch with the people that care about me. I met someone new and was scared to let myself feel anything for him, but I gave in eventually and I am really happy. I got the mono. But mostly I realized how important some people are to me. I love you all and hope you have happy holidays for what ever you are celebrating, and a great new year. <3