put your hand in my hand... and promise you'll stay forever..
It's weird taking a step back from life, looking at how things have changed for the good and for the bad. Leaving home and going to college was a huge step. Living on my own, having bills that I am resposible to pay on time or there are consquences, having to feed myself meals everyday (which let's be honest I have been doing for a long time because who knows the last time I actually hada home cooked meal at home), but even just grocery shopping, and trying to conserve money. Meeting new people, finding a church, making new friends. Who knew that so much would happen in such a short time. It was hard at first, took me awhile to get into a groove and to get used to everything, but lately I have been realizing how happy I am with life. Cal Poly is beautiful, I love the city, the campus and especially the people. It feels so homelike and warm. I couldnt have asked for a better location. It sucks being 3 hours away from home, from brina and my dad and brother and my little neice. Sucks being 4 hours from annie, i'm pretty sure the phone bill is proof of that lol. I miss my marbear too, she's not even that far away I just never really have time to go visit. But even with all of this, there is some much to be thankful for. I have Matt and David why are just two awesome guys and awesome friends and I love them sooo much its unbelievable. I have 2 friken amazing roomates who are sooo hilarious I find it hard to study. It's amazing. My bible study group is awesome. And I was also lucky enough to find an awesome guy who treats me way better than I deserve. I was kinda sick all weekend, and he took care of me. I kinda wished I could've hit life's pause button right then and stop life for awhile because it was amazing. Classes are going better, i'm just trying to survive the end of the quarter and get to the next one. So basically over all things are going pretty well. I get to see annie and brina and Mary, and aparently a lot of other people this weekend so thats really exciting. I am all about relient k this weekend I am not gunna lie. Wow this was all scattered and random and I'm just gunna stop myself now lol. Hope everything is going well for everyone else. Love you all <3