I thought that you'd be here by now...
I was gonna update on life cause I am bored, but then I realized that I am lazy, and if you really wanted to know what was goin on you would've asked already lol. Instead I jacked this from Brina's old mspace bulletin. haha
1. First thing you did this morning? Thanked the Lord that it was friday and I didnt have to go to class. Then I turned on the TV and watched Sex in the City. Hollleeer
2. Last thing you ate: candy! Pop Tart. Strawberry. It was pretty darn good too. I'm not gonna lie.
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap? My old phone was worse, I just dont really know how to work this one lol.
4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 months? Hmm.. there is a lot on that List. I am excited about going up to Davis Next thursday, also getting to go home and go to 2 real good concerts. Plus I mean college, new friends, and hanging out with the old ones. <3
5. What's annoying you right now? a lot of things lol...
6. Whats the last movie you watched? Sergent Blinko last nite with biggy because we are amazingly cool and you are all jealous!
7. Do you believe in long distance relationships? I believe that it can work. I also think that if you dont see the person that you are in love with very often, it will be really hard on both of you. I dunno, most of the time they dont work.
8. What's worse...being in love with someone you can't have or pretending to love someone you don't? Being in love with someone you cant have is probably one of the worst feelings ever, and I havent experienced first hand I've only seen it. And just watching it made me hurt. Pretending to love someone that you dont isnt good either though. I mean its not as bad, but if the other person loves you, you are just hurting them and kinda hurting yourself. Love is just like that. It seems there is a lot more hurt to it than people really know.
9. Is there someone you miss so much it makes you sad? There is someone that I miss so much my eyes fill with tears when I think about her. Losing someone especially someone sooo important to you is the worst feeling ever, and there is a void there that nobody on this earth can fill.
10. What inspires you? When I look in the mirror I see myself as broken, weak, and lost. What inspires me, is that the people that I care most about dont see me as that at all. What inspires me, is that when I feel like shit, they know how to pick me up. What inspires me is those people; the ones who won't let you give up, even when you have lost all hope and you think that you are ready to give up. What inspires me, is knowing that shes looking down and smiling, because I am doing what we planned on me doing. And that even though she isnt here first hand, she is here in my heart.
11. If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, who would you choose? oo this is a toughy. Relient K, Fall out boy, something corporate, switchfoot, and... probably the all american rejects... who knows.
12. Lyric that sums up your love life? What love life? "and it sinks in, through these holes in your old bedsheets you might spend your life alone, and you dont wanna be alone."
13. Whats the one thing you wish you could do better? life haha.
14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be? It's not about where I would be, Its about who I'd like to be there.
15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade? um. April fools day. all bad. I distincting remember getting asked out by drew morris and thought we were dating til the end of the day when he was like "april fools" I really do have great taste in men. lol
16. Latest addiction? internet. my connection to the outside world lol.
17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone? not kill anyone, but I have had the urge to hurt someone really bad.
18. How many people would you say you were interested in at once? well I mean at one point in time I distinctly remember 3. Right about now, I am still meeting new people. So I would have to say 1... annie and biggy know whats up haha
19. Who are you in love with? "most people plan their weekends in college to go visit their significant others, I plan mine to go see you." haha
20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? My daddy does, and that hott girl annie does too.
21. Are you self confident? um. I am self confident when it comes to my personality but not so much my looks. I dunno if that makes any sense.
22. What would you change about yourself? there are a lot of things I'd like to change about myself.
23. What book are you reading right now? college leaves you little time to read.
24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours? a lot, but only one who spells it the same!!!
25. What was the last thing you spilled? um. I have no idea. I think I spilled some water on myself this morning.
lol as you can see I was a little bored. But now I gotta go shower and play with matt. Feel free to call me anytime. I have no life lol <333
1. First thing you did this morning? Thanked the Lord that it was friday and I didnt have to go to class. Then I turned on the TV and watched Sex in the City. Hollleeer
2. Last thing you ate: candy! Pop Tart. Strawberry. It was pretty darn good too. I'm not gonna lie.
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap? My old phone was worse, I just dont really know how to work this one lol.
4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 months? Hmm.. there is a lot on that List. I am excited about going up to Davis Next thursday, also getting to go home and go to 2 real good concerts. Plus I mean college, new friends, and hanging out with the old ones. <3
5. What's annoying you right now? a lot of things lol...
6. Whats the last movie you watched? Sergent Blinko last nite with biggy because we are amazingly cool and you are all jealous!
7. Do you believe in long distance relationships? I believe that it can work. I also think that if you dont see the person that you are in love with very often, it will be really hard on both of you. I dunno, most of the time they dont work.
8. What's worse...being in love with someone you can't have or pretending to love someone you don't? Being in love with someone you cant have is probably one of the worst feelings ever, and I havent experienced first hand I've only seen it. And just watching it made me hurt. Pretending to love someone that you dont isnt good either though. I mean its not as bad, but if the other person loves you, you are just hurting them and kinda hurting yourself. Love is just like that. It seems there is a lot more hurt to it than people really know.
9. Is there someone you miss so much it makes you sad? There is someone that I miss so much my eyes fill with tears when I think about her. Losing someone especially someone sooo important to you is the worst feeling ever, and there is a void there that nobody on this earth can fill.
10. What inspires you? When I look in the mirror I see myself as broken, weak, and lost. What inspires me, is that the people that I care most about dont see me as that at all. What inspires me, is that when I feel like shit, they know how to pick me up. What inspires me is those people; the ones who won't let you give up, even when you have lost all hope and you think that you are ready to give up. What inspires me, is knowing that shes looking down and smiling, because I am doing what we planned on me doing. And that even though she isnt here first hand, she is here in my heart.
11. If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, who would you choose? oo this is a toughy. Relient K, Fall out boy, something corporate, switchfoot, and... probably the all american rejects... who knows.
12. Lyric that sums up your love life? What love life? "and it sinks in, through these holes in your old bedsheets you might spend your life alone, and you dont wanna be alone."
13. Whats the one thing you wish you could do better? life haha.
14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be? It's not about where I would be, Its about who I'd like to be there.
15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade? um. April fools day. all bad. I distincting remember getting asked out by drew morris and thought we were dating til the end of the day when he was like "april fools" I really do have great taste in men. lol
16. Latest addiction? internet. my connection to the outside world lol.
17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone? not kill anyone, but I have had the urge to hurt someone really bad.
18. How many people would you say you were interested in at once? well I mean at one point in time I distinctly remember 3. Right about now, I am still meeting new people. So I would have to say 1... annie and biggy know whats up haha
19. Who are you in love with? "most people plan their weekends in college to go visit their significant others, I plan mine to go see you." haha
20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? My daddy does, and that hott girl annie does too.
21. Are you self confident? um. I am self confident when it comes to my personality but not so much my looks. I dunno if that makes any sense.
22. What would you change about yourself? there are a lot of things I'd like to change about myself.
23. What book are you reading right now? college leaves you little time to read.
24. How many people do you know with the same name as yours? a lot, but only one who spells it the same!!!
25. What was the last thing you spilled? um. I have no idea. I think I spilled some water on myself this morning.
lol as you can see I was a little bored. But now I gotta go shower and play with matt. Feel free to call me anytime. I have no life lol <333