It ain't always rainbows and butterflies...
So I started my countdowns until graduation like a month ago, and it seems far too long until I am outta here. Life has been kinda lame lately and it is mostly my fault. Life basically consists of work school and volleyball, thus people assume that I am never around and dont call and I never call them either so its a two way street. But there is so much interdrama that I wouldnt even know who to call or who I'd actually want to hang out with anyways. Wow that sounded lame. I've been home a lot more lately which makes my dad happy, but he's hurtin and there isnt really much that I can do. I miss my friends. Katie Phillips really made my day the other day just by leaving a comment in my Livejournal. Thanks love I really miss you and love you. I dont have another tournament for like 3 weeks and then not until orlando which makes me extremely sad because that means that it is almost over, and I never want it to end. The thing that I love about volleyball is that its consistant. It's my getaway, my anti-drug. Playing makes me forget all of the other crap going on in my life and makes me really happy. It's probably extremely unheathly how much I want to play. School isnt much of anything, hence the fact that I dont even really need to go. I am now more than ever ready to go off to college and actually start being my own person. Not that I havent been doing that now, but it will be much easier since college is like starting over with a whole lot of new people. I will be sad to leave my friends behind, but absence makes the heart grow fonder yah? Enough of this... :) <3