How many times do I have to tell you... to hurry up!
K.. I'm having an epiphany or maybe I'm just still buzzing from the sticker glue on the racetruck. Talked to Mike today and things are going good, for now. I'm waiting impatiently by my celly for him to call...EEP! It's kinda weird for me, this whole waiting for a phone call thing, but I shouldn't expect too much, he does have school in the morning. This song came on and something snapped in my head and inside. It's called Listen To Your Heart I think, but I can't think of who it is by. If you know tell me!. And well, it made me rethink my thoughts that I had earlier about how things are with Mike. This is, mind you, before I saw him. I was just gonna call things off, cuz I wasn't sure if he even cared anymore, but it made me think. Maybe I should stop and listen and then I heard a voice, I know this sounds like a crock of crap, that told me not to break up with him, that I needed to stay in this and make it work and I was getting a nudge towards this decision during church(??? okay? weird?.) I dunno if God is wanting me to help him with something or what, but I felt a push to keep in this. So, later on today, I saw him and it completely made my week. I've been kinda really depressed and he makes me smile, he makes me so nervous that is almost makes me sick, especially today, and he scared the hell outta me, not that I had any in me mind you. He sat outside of work and talked to me at my van for like 3o minutes instead of working. I hadn't seen him in a week and it was great! He nearly knocked me over on my butt when he was walking me around to the door cuz my mom was getting annoyed and it was funny and some of his coworkers were now outside laughing and pointing, which made me feel kinda awkward, but all wells. Okay, enough about that....We learned a funny thing today. Okay, I'm pretty sure that all of you know that my dad is very very racist and discriminates against everything, I mean everything. Well, we found out that part of his family is India!!! LMAO! Now he has no right to be discriminatory against everyone. GRR! He is making me so mad lately and my mom as well. Today he didn't go to work. He laid on the couch and was all grumpy and yelling and blah! but on a good note, my mom is finally happy about the college situation. Today was full of a lot of good things!!! Both of which really needed to get solved. Today, I went in and had to write a writing sample to see if I was able to be put into honors courses at SCC and well..... The lady said that I was an awesome writer and that I would have no problem in Honors English classes and now I am in the Honors Program at SCC YAY and they gave me a $250 scholarship for my books and now for once, my mom is happy! I can't believe it!!! Well, I'm gonna stop talking and go do... something? Much love guys! BYES!
Kayla