cuz
so, have you ever had one of those man behind the curtain days? you know, like from the wizord of oz, when you find out that there isn't really a wizord, that it is just a man behind a curtain. Today was that day. you have all these things that you think are one thing but then you find out that you were wrong, that in the end they were just normal, not great and powerful at all. I have yet to decide if this is a good or bad thing. i think i might be leaning tward bad. wasn;t life so much easier and happy when santa was a real person? I wish that in the end the big green scary head wizord really was just that, and that old man with white hair that doesn;t know how to drive his hot air ballon wasn't the real wizord. Maybe jsut because i am drunk right now, and things tend to be bigger when i am drunk. but who knows. i don;t even know why i am writing in this thing, i just don;t have anyone else to talk to maybe is why.....who really knows. but damn it...i wish i had me a pair of those damn ruby slippers.