May 09, 2005 18:11
last night was.. dramatic.. traumatic.. and just bad
i havent cried that long in a REALLY long time.. and it sucked cuz this morning my face was STILL swollen and red
i didnt go to sleep till close to 4 this morning
but after everything that went wrong.. he made up for it.. and came by the school to give me a rose and a letter he had written (even though its against school policy to send flowers to school.. he's got the inside connections) once again.. i started i crying.. but this time it was right in the middle of the hallway.. ack.. oh well.. that just made my day so much better.. and now i know everything is ok and its all gonna be alright.. im glad to know he cares.. esp enough to come on elca property! (he hates the school and hasnt been on the property much less inside the building in who knows how long..once again, something else that made such a small gesture so meaningful)
i love him so much