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Nov 08, 2005 00:17

"come love, fall on my heart. be close as a wisper, but never so far as the blood in my veins, the skin on my bones. dont leave me, dont leave me, dont leave me alone."

i find myself melting at the very thought of being in his arms. and it makes me excited for tomorrow's sun to rise.

yea, that keeps a constant smile on my face. and i finally got my 2nd history test back. i got a 78% which is great compared to the 29% i got on the first test. i just needed some new ways of doing things i suppose. i also turned in my paper for that class today. it was seven pages long and every word that i used has meaning behind it.

i dont know what i want to do anymore. i dont want to teach. i am annoyed by small children and i dont know if this is really where i should be. i like my school and i like being home, but i need to move out. i either need more hours at work or a new job. i dont want a new job. i love my job. it makes me happy.

ill figure it out later. right now, i am going to take it easy and get done what needs to get done. im also going to spend time with the people i care about. but mostly, i am going to love. i am going to love everyone despite their role in my life and in the world. that is how happy i am right now.

rachel and emily- call me so we can deside when we are going to get some grub together! love ya'll!
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