judge me..
all the stuff that isnt in the "about me" myspace profile.....
im a very random person. im kinda unpredictable but i think it makes life more interesting to jump up and say 'lets go sky diving' cause hey, you really do only live once. my mind is 80% boy so if youre a guy and youre confused about what im thinking...understand that. Im addicted to newspaper crosswords, anagrams and sudoku. im a total nerd. no joke. i taught myself java script, html and all graphic design programs. Im a glass is half empty kinda girl BECAUSE why would you settle for half when you can have a whole glass? I get a lot of people who think im one of three things when they meet me...im a bitch, conceded or shy. the ones who take the time to get to know me realize im none of the above. my first impressions of people are almost ALWAYS correct, in my mind. yes, they can add on good or bad things to my opinion as i get to know them but they never seem to change the first opinion too much. i dont have to spend a lot of time with someone to realize if they will make their way into my heart or not. im a great judge of character. i will never understand when non-smokers started to think it was "trendy" to smoke. at some point in my life i want to be an ESL teacher for spanish kids and adults. i dont like the word stress and would love to have it completely scratched from the dictionary..because its evolved into a complete state of mind off of a word created to better describe worry. i save everything that ties to a great memory, especially concert ticket stubs. i dont like being kissed on the forehead by someone who doesnt really care about me. No one really gets me when i say that..but i think its because it is really intimate. in the same..i dont think its fair when people throw the words i love you around. im love the words of john lennon and the beatles. i have a very addictive personality. im the kind of person who can fall in love with a song and put in on repeat (as long as no one else is around to be tortured by it) until i find a new one to overplay. i always have music on. getting ready. at school. walking to my car. always. music is extraordinary in all its forms and i have the utmost respect for all genres and artists. im an obsessive alarm checker..ill set 2 and check them about twice each before i fall asleep. i hate excuses and people saying 'im sorry'. hearing excuses and apologies means far far less than just being real/straight up with me and not repeat your mistakes. people make mistakes, thats normal... but if you lie or play me for a fool, then thats when i lose respect. i dont think people are ever too busy to call someone back, beacause if youre thinking about someone or truely care about someone enough, youre going to call them. i love football, baseball, hockey, in that order. I rarely care for basketball. i love my DUCKS but really only follow football. i have one rib that sticks out more than the other one when i lay down. it drives me soo crazy. i hate my first and last name, my hands and my nose with a passion. i love my perfectly matching snake eye freckles on my arms and legs and pinky toes. creepy i know. if im wearing a hooded sweatshirt, im wearing the hood 80% of the time. my biggest pet peeve is uneven volume numbers. dont ask. i just dont apprciate those that put the volume on 21 to mess with me. same with clowns. im abosultely terrified of them, and , no, i wont think its funny when you show me a clown mask. i have a weird obsession with tobasco sauce and i put it on everything. i love kittens but not cats. i love new years, wild flowers and good kissers..but who doesnt. i will freely admit, ive been let down a lot and have a little baggage. everyone does, if you think you dont your lying to yourself. but you live, you learn and you grow into a better person because of it. i write everything, most of it is nonsense. i love the sound of a v8 engine reving up past 6rpms, shifting a twin turbo into thrid, nsx's, RX7s and McLaren F1 V12 supercar. love cars. i love the green M&M's the best and have never really known why. i love a man with a passion. i could listen all night to what hed have to say about what he loves...if its important to him its important to me and i want to hear about it. ive worn the same silver bracelet every day for 8 years. and now i have a scar on my wrist because ive grown and the bracelet didnt. i love the beach and people who take me there. I crave the mountains more than any other environment. i love spontaneous people who will be down if i randomly show up at their house to pick them up and take them on a random adventure. all it takes to make me happy is to do something random to show youre thinking of me. i dont necessarily trust doctors. i believe that fate only takes you so far, and its up to you what you do from there. i swear a lot because i love how much it emphasizes my point. i love art sooo much. i can wander museums and go places that people may never relate to. i dont walk over sewers, they freeak me out. i am a master of procrastination. i forgive quick, but sometimes never really forget. i will be the first to apologise even if i still think that im right. im very affectionate with my friends. i love buying people things. i love sleeping in my bed alone. i love subways and trains. i love being on boats. i really love watching guys play sports or doing anything active..skating/surfing etc. any moments that involve alcohol, my friends and dancing while screaming the lyrics "shook me all night long" over the blasted music(had to be there moment).. are the ones that will make me smile forever. and obviously i dont have a problem being cheesy ;) i dont think my camera ever leaves my hand. i dont define a best friend by how much you see/talk to them. i love small/local concerts. i love learning from people and being introduced to new things. i see things in people that sometimes they dont....and get frustrated when people dont know how great they are/what they are capable of. i love oregon and it will always be home. i want to travel the world. i try everything at least twice, go everywhere at least once and write everything down!!!
and taken from something i wrote forever ago....
i love when i wake up in the morning or middle of the night and realize its not time to get up and i know i can fall back aleep. i love being woken up by a man i love. relating to that, i love getting phone calls from important people in the middle of the night even if for no reason. i love watching something funny happen and then looking over and locking eyes with a stranger next to me that just witnessed the same thing...and without saying anything you just know your both laughing at the same thing inside, just barley enough to make you smile. i love the tiny bubbles that comes out of the dish soap bottle when you squeeze it. (i love anyone who knows what im talking about) i love sneezing. i love hearing someone i really care about laugh. and hear them talk about their dreams/problems/feelings. i love the feeling of accomplishing something and being proud of it. i love being all alone in a crowd and i think of something funny in my head and it actually makes me laugh out loud. i love the smell of fall more than any other season. i love the anticipation of eating something you really love. i love rocking out in my car alone and road trips. i love the look in a dogs eyes when they see you come home. i love the feeling of a good work out. i love the feeling of knowledge. i love to smile. i love the feeling of receiving mail, even if its email. i love the way my heart skips when a number i want to see is calling. i love when i find someone i can spend the whole day doing nothing with and still never want it to end. those are the people i want more of in my life. i love stretching. i love alone time. i love being lost (when im not in a hurry) and finding my own way. more than that, i love taking random roads just to see where they lead. i love to drive. i love when a smell triggers a GOOD memory. i love drive up in oregon above the whole city. i love being a very open person. i love the ability to forgive people that have hurt me in the past. i love the way the city lights sparkle even though i dont know why. i absolutely love when people say 'i love you' and i know they truly mean it. i love to write. i love when people remember really small details about me.
im a very random person. im kinda unpredictable but i think it makes life more interesting to jump up and say 'lets go sky diving' cause hey, you really do only live once. my mind is 80% boy so if youre a guy and youre confused about what im thinking...understand that. Im addicted to newspaper crosswords, anagrams and sudoku. im a total nerd. no joke. i taught myself java script, html and all graphic design programs. Im a glass is half empty kinda girl BECAUSE why would you settle for half when you can have a whole glass? I get a lot of people who think im one of three things when they meet me...im a bitch, conceded or shy. the ones who take the time to get to know me realize im none of the above. my first impressions of people are almost ALWAYS correct, in my mind. yes, they can add on good or bad things to my opinion as i get to know them but they never seem to change the first opinion too much. i dont have to spend a lot of time with someone to realize if they will make their way into my heart or not. im a great judge of character. i will never understand when non-smokers started to think it was "trendy" to smoke. at some point in my life i want to be an ESL teacher for spanish kids and adults. i dont like the word stress and would love to have it completely scratched from the dictionary..because its evolved into a complete state of mind off of a word created to better describe worry. i save everything that ties to a great memory, especially concert ticket stubs. i dont like being kissed on the forehead by someone who doesnt really care about me. No one really gets me when i say that..but i think its because it is really intimate. in the same..i dont think its fair when people throw the words i love you around. im love the words of john lennon and the beatles. i have a very addictive personality. im the kind of person who can fall in love with a song and put in on repeat (as long as no one else is around to be tortured by it) until i find a new one to overplay. i always have music on. getting ready. at school. walking to my car. always. music is extraordinary in all its forms and i have the utmost respect for all genres and artists. im an obsessive alarm checker..ill set 2 and check them about twice each before i fall asleep. i hate excuses and people saying 'im sorry'. hearing excuses and apologies means far far less than just being real/straight up with me and not repeat your mistakes. people make mistakes, thats normal... but if you lie or play me for a fool, then thats when i lose respect. i dont think people are ever too busy to call someone back, beacause if youre thinking about someone or truely care about someone enough, youre going to call them. i love football, baseball, hockey, in that order. I rarely care for basketball. i love my DUCKS but really only follow football. i have one rib that sticks out more than the other one when i lay down. it drives me soo crazy. i hate my first and last name, my hands and my nose with a passion. i love my perfectly matching snake eye freckles on my arms and legs and pinky toes. creepy i know. if im wearing a hooded sweatshirt, im wearing the hood 80% of the time. my biggest pet peeve is uneven volume numbers. dont ask. i just dont apprciate those that put the volume on 21 to mess with me. same with clowns. im abosultely terrified of them, and , no, i wont think its funny when you show me a clown mask. i have a weird obsession with tobasco sauce and i put it on everything. i love kittens but not cats. i love new years, wild flowers and good kissers..but who doesnt. i will freely admit, ive been let down a lot and have a little baggage. everyone does, if you think you dont your lying to yourself. but you live, you learn and you grow into a better person because of it. i write everything, most of it is nonsense. i love the sound of a v8 engine reving up past 6rpms, shifting a twin turbo into thrid, nsx's, RX7s and McLaren F1 V12 supercar. love cars. i love the green M&M's the best and have never really known why. i love a man with a passion. i could listen all night to what hed have to say about what he loves...if its important to him its important to me and i want to hear about it. ive worn the same silver bracelet every day for 8 years. and now i have a scar on my wrist because ive grown and the bracelet didnt. i love the beach and people who take me there. I crave the mountains more than any other environment. i love spontaneous people who will be down if i randomly show up at their house to pick them up and take them on a random adventure. all it takes to make me happy is to do something random to show youre thinking of me. i dont necessarily trust doctors. i believe that fate only takes you so far, and its up to you what you do from there. i swear a lot because i love how much it emphasizes my point. i love art sooo much. i can wander museums and go places that people may never relate to. i dont walk over sewers, they freeak me out. i am a master of procrastination. i forgive quick, but sometimes never really forget. i will be the first to apologise even if i still think that im right. im very affectionate with my friends. i love buying people things. i love sleeping in my bed alone. i love subways and trains. i love being on boats. i really love watching guys play sports or doing anything active..skating/surfing etc. any moments that involve alcohol, my friends and dancing while screaming the lyrics "shook me all night long" over the blasted music(had to be there moment).. are the ones that will make me smile forever. and obviously i dont have a problem being cheesy ;) i dont think my camera ever leaves my hand. i dont define a best friend by how much you see/talk to them. i love small/local concerts. i love learning from people and being introduced to new things. i see things in people that sometimes they dont....and get frustrated when people dont know how great they are/what they are capable of. i love oregon and it will always be home. i want to travel the world. i try everything at least twice, go everywhere at least once and write everything down!!!
and taken from something i wrote forever ago....
i love when i wake up in the morning or middle of the night and realize its not time to get up and i know i can fall back aleep. i love being woken up by a man i love. relating to that, i love getting phone calls from important people in the middle of the night even if for no reason. i love watching something funny happen and then looking over and locking eyes with a stranger next to me that just witnessed the same thing...and without saying anything you just know your both laughing at the same thing inside, just barley enough to make you smile. i love the tiny bubbles that comes out of the dish soap bottle when you squeeze it. (i love anyone who knows what im talking about) i love sneezing. i love hearing someone i really care about laugh. and hear them talk about their dreams/problems/feelings. i love the feeling of accomplishing something and being proud of it. i love being all alone in a crowd and i think of something funny in my head and it actually makes me laugh out loud. i love the smell of fall more than any other season. i love the anticipation of eating something you really love. i love rocking out in my car alone and road trips. i love the look in a dogs eyes when they see you come home. i love the feeling of a good work out. i love the feeling of knowledge. i love to smile. i love the feeling of receiving mail, even if its email. i love the way my heart skips when a number i want to see is calling. i love when i find someone i can spend the whole day doing nothing with and still never want it to end. those are the people i want more of in my life. i love stretching. i love alone time. i love being lost (when im not in a hurry) and finding my own way. more than that, i love taking random roads just to see where they lead. i love to drive. i love when a smell triggers a GOOD memory. i love drive up in oregon above the whole city. i love being a very open person. i love the ability to forgive people that have hurt me in the past. i love the way the city lights sparkle even though i dont know why. i absolutely love when people say 'i love you' and i know they truly mean it. i love to write. i love when people remember really small details about me.