My Dear Kayla.. you wear your heart on your sleeve... I guess thats why you are such a good person inside. Unfortunately, in life, we do have problems with people, and we cant always make things right. Sometimes things go beyond that point of making up easily. You have a knack for it, and I have never, ever had that. I guess thats where Nicole gets it from too. I'm very glad that you have made an attempt to make things right with people.. and I hope that they dont let you down. I think that is a big problem for me. Once someone lets me down, and then that bond is broken. I do try to let it go.. but its the nature of MY beast. No one likes to be crapped on, and even when people dont crap on me.. if they crap on someone I care for.. its hard for me to let it go as well.
Is that wrong?
Probably.
Life sucks sometimes, and people do too.. but I honestly wish that I had the strength that you do to be "the bigger and better person" and make things right.
You shouldnt feel sad for others.. well maybe you should. But you know that you have done what YOU can to make things better for YOU.
Dont be sad Kayla, Justin wouldnt want you to be this sad. Think of him often, and miss him all you want.. but try not to be so sad. I know this isnt easy. And you know why I am saying this.. been there, done that, got the damn t-shirt.... but from what I have heard about him, he wouldnt want you to be like this.
You are a good friend.. and I love you for this... you have been hanging in there with me for almost 4 yrs now.. and you are one of the precious few that have stuck by me... and Nicole. You are truly a good and caring friend. Dont you EVER forget it.
Is that wrong?
Probably.
Life sucks sometimes, and people do too.. but I honestly wish that I had the strength that you do to be "the bigger and better person" and make things right.
You shouldnt feel sad for others.. well maybe you should. But you know that you have done what YOU can to make things better for YOU.
Dont be sad Kayla, Justin wouldnt want you to be this sad. Think of him often, and miss him all you want.. but try not to be so sad. I know this isnt easy. And you know why I am saying this.. been there, done that, got the damn t-shirt.... but from what I have heard about him, he wouldnt want you to be like this.
You are a good friend.. and I love you for this... you have been hanging in there with me for almost 4 yrs now.. and you are one of the precious few that have stuck by me... and Nicole. You are truly a good and caring friend. Dont you EVER forget it.
Much love to you, "my other daughter"....
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