sometimes life just sucks

[kaybo83]

so i got the worst news ever. my dad's cancer decided to spread to his lung. i have to wait like 2 weeks to find out how bad it actually is and that really sucks. they are going to take the spot they see out but if there are cancer cells around it it's probably going to take over his lung. they probably wont remove his lung because that's a big surgury and they dont want him to be weak because his immune system needs to be strong to fight the cancer from going everywhere. they cant do radiation on his lung, or chemo because his cancer is already in the blood. so if the cells are everywhere in his lung...this could be it. but if it's just the one spot, that would be awesome and we'd be back to where we were before. i hate not knowing how bad it is. he still feels fine...he said he feels the same now that he knows as he did the day before he knew. i'm really glad they scan him like they do and found it. i kinda knew it was going to spread again...i just really wish it was somewhere other than a lung. and not this year. he's still really strong and that's a good thing. and he's already beaten some odds so maybe he'll just keep doing that. this just sucks pretty bad. it's been a bad week....and long.

so anyway, pray for him if you do that...or send good thoughts :o/

peace