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im going insane. called scott. like, a minute ago. yes, at midnight. it took me almost thirteen hours to work up the nerve. i said "do you miss me?" and he said "every single day of my life. dont you miss me?" and i said "of course i do." and then this horrific, torturous silence....it was like three seconds, but it felt like 3 years. i thought i was just gonna start crying or something. and then i said "so...what does it mean?" and he said "i think it means we miss eachother" like the asshole he can be. thank god though that he broke the tension, i thought i might collapse or go into cardiac arrest. and he said "im sorry. i dont know what happened." and i said "i do." and he said "what?" and i said "i suddenly became an immature, stupid, mindless, selfish fifteen year old girl."
ANd. GUESS WHAT HE SAID. I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE. HE SAID IT SO CASUALLY. I ALMOST DIDNT CATCH IT. I ALMOST MISSED IT.
he said "i love you, meghan louise emmons."
MIDDLE NAME ACTION GOING ON THERE!! SERIOUS MIDDLE NAME ACTION!!
what does that mean? what is that?
i use kacis middle name all the time. i use sams. i use seans. i use spencers. i use johns, and kennys, and bobbys.
scott doesnt have one. what does THAT mean?!?! is it a SIGN?
i think my brain is going to explode.
ANd. GUESS WHAT HE SAID. I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE. HE SAID IT SO CASUALLY. I ALMOST DIDNT CATCH IT. I ALMOST MISSED IT.
he said "i love you, meghan louise emmons."
MIDDLE NAME ACTION GOING ON THERE!! SERIOUS MIDDLE NAME ACTION!!
what does that mean? what is that?
i use kacis middle name all the time. i use sams. i use seans. i use spencers. i use johns, and kennys, and bobbys.
scott doesnt have one. what does THAT mean?!?! is it a SIGN?
i think my brain is going to explode.