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i feel dead inside. i feel comletely isolated. like ive been pushed away from everyone else and im standing alone with no motivation to make things any different. i have no energy. nothing to look forward to. nothing to laugh about. no reason to smile. or crack a joke. or skip around. or be happy in any way. and i dont care. im content to just sit in this uncomfortable puddle of misery, and not move until its all dried up and i can go change my clothes. go away you bitch. i hate you. i never want to see your face again.