whoa, time to stop using the word "whoa"

[kaybee098]

yeah im good now. well just shrug it off and say it was pms or something. i dont know why i get that way, but im really sorry...i know that nobody deserves it. ill grow out of it. im sure i will

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[kaybee098]

i missed you then? well that sucks becuase i was awake till four, from sleeping earlier so i could stay awake and talk to you. oh well. as long as you arent upset with me, then everything is perfect, and i know how you put other peoples happiness before your own. i think thats sweet of you, i just didnt think i counted. i get jealous over things that are really lame and really stupid and really kind of pointless, i dont think theres anything you can do about how childish i am. im just happy that youre patient with me, and that this time (about me telling you to shut up) you let me know that you were upset. im even more glad that you arent mad at me anymore, and im still sorry and i cant help but apologize like crazy when i do and say stupid stuff like that. and i know that you arent trying to make life shitty for me, but even if you were, i dont think you would do a very good job of it spenser kimbel. im greedy. i have a temper. im really a super-bitch when im tired. im selfish. and im ridiculously antagonistic, and im using that word because there it is and its the truth. you and kaci both know this, and sometimes when i mess things up like this, im waiting and waiting for you or her or both of you to say "you know what? fuck ya". i told you this before, i know, but its not like its changed in three or four days. im just insecure. very much so.

everything is ok between us. i would never, ever ask you to do anything that wouldnt make you happy. dont think that our friendship will ever come to that, and dont think that my happiness is worth your own. its not. everything is fine, now that i know you arent angry with me. thats all i needed.