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i am so hungry, it feels like my stomach is eating itself. something is seriously wrong with me though, because every time i eat i think about toby, and i have to go thow up. so...do i even bother eating?
i think not.
well, at least im going over kacis tonight. thats good. she always makes me feel better.
right now, im really regretting letting go of scotty, even though i know it was the right thing to do. i need someone like that again, except im afraid that i dont want scott, jus that feeling. and that is so wrong. thats horrible.
besides. someone else has my heart.
but now what about my brain? what do i do about this situation that im in? i think, i think im just going to ride it through, because i havent done anything and theres no way she can prove something that is a complete lie.
i hope.
i think not.
well, at least im going over kacis tonight. thats good. she always makes me feel better.
right now, im really regretting letting go of scotty, even though i know it was the right thing to do. i need someone like that again, except im afraid that i dont want scott, jus that feeling. and that is so wrong. thats horrible.
besides. someone else has my heart.
but now what about my brain? what do i do about this situation that im in? i think, i think im just going to ride it through, because i havent done anything and theres no way she can prove something that is a complete lie.
i hope.