May 26, 2005 14:49
I havnt even been home a week and it sucks, absolutly sucks here. lets see i was waiting for the weekend to end so i would be rid of mother. Monday i worked with a shit load of boxes but i got some extra cash. Still no raise what a shocker.
Tuesday was supposed to be my day with jake but it got monopolized by me having to go to the consignment shop to help out wendy, i mean i wouldnt mind and the money is nice but u kno it really took away alot of time with jake and i miss him damnit.
Wednesday i went to animal kingdom with mom, no not disney, her office. i got 9 hours but honestly that place fuckin sucks and working with her is no damn picnic. i had this bitch always in my way sitting t my desk and i dont mind but u kno what i got papers i'm workin on, on teh desk, move over to urs lady. god u r fuckin stupid!!! then i'm adding new patients to the comp and it brings up this demo, so it seams that the file that holds all teh doctor's clients r deleted, but dumbass mom who doesnt kno how to use a computer of course wont let me touch and try to fix it, no she just goes into spasm and gets all i could lose my job. then she tells the doctor and he brings it up and do i get a sorry i didnt trust u no i get a look of o that was a close one and u should learn from this, fuck you. ur too stupid that me and dad have to do half of ur work at home. She works 9-5 she never takes a lunch, so i never take a lunhc and she never just sops and leaves, NEVER NO I ALWAYS HAVE TO FINISH SOMETHING else! So after we leave she has to fart around at all these places b4 we go home and we have to pick up soda so we get home 3 hours after we left teh fuckin place. then she wants me to keep her company while she watches her stupid shows that she knows i hate. NOO i go upstairs and call jake he seams out of it and pissed at my mom but who gets his tone...me.
Then this morning i was having all of these wierd dreams and and kept waking up so i slept kinda long, i heard the phone ring once i tried answering it but i was half asleep and couldnt get up to pick it up. i tought it was work but it was jake he wants to go out with me since he doesnt go to work til 5 well i woke up at 1 and hes fuckin pissed cus now we cant go out, well wtf this was my only day off the power went out in teh middle of teh night and i slept in so y us this my fuckin fault, and now he has to go do shit well u kno i would have liked to go out i fuckin miss him and y is everything always my fuckin fault. i got shit i'm doin too and my phone craps out every five seconds so i cant hear him, but i get teh brush off well fine be that way just something else to add to my fucking crappy summer. nvm we all better now, like always. he called back and we both said sorry for being mutually stupid xx. hope the summer gets better byeeee
next week i'm goin to holy cross with jake fun fun !