just getting stuff out
so i've been tryin to post for like two weeks now but i didnt have the time, i was so nervous about finishing school cus quinn told me we r sorry ur grades r gonna matter now, fuck! umm thursday my exam let out around 2 even tho we technically didnt have one. we had a show up to class and get extra credit. so my dad got there a little after 2 and i started throwing shit in buckets. i was so sad all week, it was a really long yr for me, even longer semester, so much shit happend and my emotionas set in. i really do like the 6th floor but moving out and thinkin how diffent it was this time got me a lil choked up. jake and i got all my clothes and other stuff out of the room on tuesday night, after charlie's final kicked my ass. i took down alot of my wall stuff that made me a bit uncomfy, and loenly. i went home that night for work the next day but i had to finish a project which ended up taking me til3 in the morning so my mom just brought me right back to school, but the project i was so happy with.
i'm happy to be home i really dont kno why my mom is really getting to me but not that it hurts me just i get so pissed b/c she can be so fuckin heartless and annoying so but i deal since she's fucking working liek 15 hr days, dumbass, i cant wait til monday when she's not home i just wish my dad wasnt either but i could always go out or something. i'm glad i didnt get another summer job, 3 is enough...lol besides i thinkin i'm really gonna get my home room the way i want it. i guess i'm too tired to talk about finals or anything, lets just say tehy were stressful i had one a day and they were over soon. i'm really looking forward to the summer.
I look at last night as a glimpse of what to look forward to. yesterday was typical day but it was so much fun, jake and i spent the whole mornin togethe rthen i went to work he went to work his mom picked me up and we went home and had girl talks and made dinner. but the day was just so cool, i bought alot of new stuff i love shopping specially with money. lol
oooo like last week jake let me drive jane, omg it was so much fun, i dont remember if this was in one of my journals, but anyway he said i was good and he was patient and i only fucked up once, majorly i made rooky mistakes but my big one was when i let go of the wheel to fix my hair.
apparently thats not such a good thing. lol but it had a blast and i hope we do it again sometime. well i think its nap time :) gimme a call if u wanna chill this summer
i'm happy to be home i really dont kno why my mom is really getting to me but not that it hurts me just i get so pissed b/c she can be so fuckin heartless and annoying so but i deal since she's fucking working liek 15 hr days, dumbass, i cant wait til monday when she's not home i just wish my dad wasnt either but i could always go out or something. i'm glad i didnt get another summer job, 3 is enough...lol besides i thinkin i'm really gonna get my home room the way i want it. i guess i'm too tired to talk about finals or anything, lets just say tehy were stressful i had one a day and they were over soon. i'm really looking forward to the summer.
I look at last night as a glimpse of what to look forward to. yesterday was typical day but it was so much fun, jake and i spent the whole mornin togethe rthen i went to work he went to work his mom picked me up and we went home and had girl talks and made dinner. but the day was just so cool, i bought alot of new stuff i love shopping specially with money. lol
oooo like last week jake let me drive jane, omg it was so much fun, i dont remember if this was in one of my journals, but anyway he said i was good and he was patient and i only fucked up once, majorly i made rooky mistakes but my big one was when i let go of the wheel to fix my hair.
apparently thats not such a good thing. lol but it had a blast and i hope we do it again sometime. well i think its nap time :) gimme a call if u wanna chill this summer