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We are crazy.
i have come to this conclusion.
I know what you are thinking, why isnt my dad making a funny face?
Well, if you have ever been to my house, you know that, that is my dads funny face.
anyway,
I live in walled lake, therefore i cant take the pictures i would enjoy taking. i know that i am a "photographer" and i am supposed to have an "eye for photography" but recently i have been blind and it really has been scaring me. there is nothing more i want than to be an amazing photographer, a household name, but it seems like the direction i have been going in isnt exactly the best way to go in order to become what i want to be. i would like to say i like the photos i take, and i do like a few, but the past few weeks my pictures have just been so horrible. i am lacking the motivation to take amazing photos, i need to find myself before these new art shows start popping up, its so hard though. i really dont think i can handle this kind of pressure right now, i am always stressed out about where i am going with this camera of mine. i am not the same happy girl i used to be, i am not the kaylie people like to be around. and it upsets me.
I think i just need a cigarette.