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this has always been the moment where in we would say 'yes' to everything. This is the moment you would look me in the eyes to tell me that this has gone too far. And I would know you are right, because the look in your eyes tells me stories I read in books. It's not that hard to ignore that there always has been something, it's not hard to ignore the feeling that we used to mean more for eachother than that we do now. And I am sad because it doesn't have to be like this way. We didn't have to start that stupid fight, especially when we knew that it would come to this part. The part I'm here without you and wondering when you will return.
maybe I just tried to love other people, without knowing I would fail.
and now you're not even here to catch me.
I've fallen hard, you know it.
I want to see you, but can't. and maybe that makes it all so pointless. Do you want to see me, do you want to let me in to your life again? Would you trust me if I would ask you? Would you let it die as if it didn't mean anything..? Only you can answer those questions for me.
you can tell me that it didn't mean anything, but don't you dare to tell me that you don't remember that simple sunday in November..
Now that day means nothing anymore, but I keep asking myself what'd have happened if I didn't tell you I wasn't in love with you, when I obviously was.
and In the end, it's all my fault.
maybe I just tried to love other people, without knowing I would fail.
and now you're not even here to catch me.
I've fallen hard, you know it.
I want to see you, but can't. and maybe that makes it all so pointless. Do you want to see me, do you want to let me in to your life again? Would you trust me if I would ask you? Would you let it die as if it didn't mean anything..? Only you can answer those questions for me.
you can tell me that it didn't mean anything, but don't you dare to tell me that you don't remember that simple sunday in November..
Now that day means nothing anymore, but I keep asking myself what'd have happened if I didn't tell you I wasn't in love with you, when I obviously was.
and In the end, it's all my fault.