Trying to get it all back...

[kayamackan]

I feel the need to tie up parts of my life, but I am having issues with one area. I have NO idea why...none. It's Kevin. Don't panic, I'm not in love with him anymore or anything like that. I just feel the need to apologize to him for not letting him in when he wanted in, and to let him know that I do love him and care about him and always will. I have tried talking to him over the past few months off and on, but I don't think he wants to talk to me. I suppose that isnt a big deal, but I would at least like to know that he got my messages. I should probably just let it go, but its hard to let someone go completely when they mean so much to you. I don't know...some of you have knew me before, during, and after Kevin...let me know your feelings on this.

Love ya,

Candice