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after yesterdays fight with my mom and realizing that her goal in life is just to make me feel like shit and just cut me down, i decided that i am going to move to north carolina. it will be the best thing for me. a fresh start, new friends, a chance to spend some good, quality time with my brother because i need it really bad. this will be my push to help me finish growing up. i think my mom makes me feel like that because she is realizing that i am definitely not a little girl anymore and that soon i am going to be leaving her, for good.
i texted my brother while i was at work and asked him if he still wanted me to move down and of course he said yeah and asked why. i told him that i was more than ready to get out of here. he said, ok good. but then he asked again why i was ready and i told him that our mom is a psycho bitch and he said ok, gotcha. haha. he knew what was up because i called him the other night when my mom locked me out and left him a message that said DJ! MOM IS A FUCKING CUNT! hahaha. he called back and was like uhhh yeah, i got your message. i was like yeah, self explanitory.
i was thinking about this yesterday, charlie and devin have been bugging me to move in with them for the past couple months, well yesterday i think i made my decision. i am going to call them today and ask them if they still want me to. i am only going to take a few belongings that i NEED and then pack up the rest so when i move i will have it ready. sounds good to meeee.
but yeah. hopefully by the end of may i will be out of this state, possibly forever. so only 7 or 8 more months in michigan for me.
i miss being 8 years old and having all my family here.
i texted my brother while i was at work and asked him if he still wanted me to move down and of course he said yeah and asked why. i told him that i was more than ready to get out of here. he said, ok good. but then he asked again why i was ready and i told him that our mom is a psycho bitch and he said ok, gotcha. haha. he knew what was up because i called him the other night when my mom locked me out and left him a message that said DJ! MOM IS A FUCKING CUNT! hahaha. he called back and was like uhhh yeah, i got your message. i was like yeah, self explanitory.
i was thinking about this yesterday, charlie and devin have been bugging me to move in with them for the past couple months, well yesterday i think i made my decision. i am going to call them today and ask them if they still want me to. i am only going to take a few belongings that i NEED and then pack up the rest so when i move i will have it ready. sounds good to meeee.
but yeah. hopefully by the end of may i will be out of this state, possibly forever. so only 7 or 8 more months in michigan for me.
i miss being 8 years old and having all my family here.