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Grad friends concert..
oh i loved the multiple mistakes that night: steph's partially improv
emcee speaches, the staircase sisters breaking into laughter nearly
every song, me almost falling off the small stage in a solo dance, and
all of our version of "As we go on".. a solid ending to a entertaining
show.
It feels like I haven't gone out with my friends for so long. You know when you start getting into your routine it almost feels like your not accomplishing as much as you set out to.
Last night was so fun. Not because it was the best part I've been to.. just because I was out with my friends, parting (for like the first time in over a month..). After working so much, and being so tired all week, it was just nice to be around everyone.. After the party gina, steph, Hvb and I went to juilian's w/ monty and listened to chill music while steph talked about pizza and julian acted chinese.. (hahaha) It feels like I'm always the last person to fall asleep. I am/was so content. Just thinking of what life has in store for me.. for my friends. Sometimes I get almost possesive of my friends. I think its because I fear going back to not having a loving, funny, adventurious group of friends.
It's wierd how after high school you realize that you are your own person, and that you are now incharge of making all the hard decisions.. while in high school, everything was structured and set out for you. even the social aspect seemed planned and set up for you... I guess that says a lot about me. But still. Life seems so much more difficult than i thought it would be.
I just don't want to miss out on anything.. right now, i want to soak up every moment with these girls, because I know that it's all going to be totally different in a couple of months.. it's already statring.
but, at the moment, life is beautiful..
It feels like I haven't gone out with my friends for so long. You know when you start getting into your routine it almost feels like your not accomplishing as much as you set out to.
Last night was so fun. Not because it was the best part I've been to.. just because I was out with my friends, parting (for like the first time in over a month..). After working so much, and being so tired all week, it was just nice to be around everyone.. After the party gina, steph, Hvb and I went to juilian's w/ monty and listened to chill music while steph talked about pizza and julian acted chinese.. (hahaha) It feels like I'm always the last person to fall asleep. I am/was so content. Just thinking of what life has in store for me.. for my friends. Sometimes I get almost possesive of my friends. I think its because I fear going back to not having a loving, funny, adventurious group of friends.
It's wierd how after high school you realize that you are your own person, and that you are now incharge of making all the hard decisions.. while in high school, everything was structured and set out for you. even the social aspect seemed planned and set up for you... I guess that says a lot about me. But still. Life seems so much more difficult than i thought it would be.
I just don't want to miss out on anything.. right now, i want to soak up every moment with these girls, because I know that it's all going to be totally different in a couple of months.. it's already statring.
but, at the moment, life is beautiful..