--Take it Back...Take it All Back--

[kay_nathan]

Shew this week is Homecoming...yeah most people would be excited about that but I think I want to kill myself...I hate East Ridge..and I hate how they do things and how the school works..AHHH! Anyway, we have games this week and I'm doing the 3-legged race with Lori Beth...I don't really want to now though...there's some people who think they own the senior class and they just piss me off to the extreme....but I only have 7 months left of the hell hole..and this year I'm trying to control my anger level..I can handle a few more months. Anyway, we voted today....but we won't know who won of course until the game friday. We had to walk out on the gym floor today in front of everyone and it was scary : ( I don't like stuff like that. I wish I hadn't done Homecoming now...gahhh so much lying and backstabbing..ughh...Paige is going to win and that's not a bad thing I'd much rather see her get it than some other people. What really has killed me is I've been kind of excited about and Nathan is constantly making me feel like I shouldn't even care cause I'm not going to win anyway...he kills me sometimes...he didn't even cheer for me today...makes me think twice about going to his ballgames this year...?? Tomorrow is camo day...I don't think I'm wearing anything...I realize now why I've been anti-social through school...people suck...well all except my Kayliegh, Sarah, Joshie, Courtney, and Brooke...I love them. Even though I didn't see Brooke at school today...I hope she was there though...haha that's one extra vote : )

I hate school....and I don't want to go tomorrow...ahhh well who knows maybe I won't??

--Kaila--