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the things that im SOO tired of...
nicarette gum.
working harder then anyone at work.
blisters.
nine hour shifts/working every day/not getting paid enough.
being lonely and the guy selection is getting worse.
hearing about how all my friends are so happy and spoiled doing things that i dream about, the little things like going to see an amazing band.
how i only spend my money on weed, food, and beer and everyone else seems to think that i "owe" them anything they want cuz they bought me food onetime when i hadent eaten all day and i was broke.(they know im too shy to be mean and say no)
how my mom seems to think that i need more of god, and she reminds me everyday(IT DRIVES ME INSANE) also how she wont let me go and do fun things that i always miss out on.
how once i seem to be happy in life then something happens or someone dies..
seriously im about to say fuck everything. im soo sick of everything. dont reply to this if your going to say, awe your young and things will get better and blahh blah bullshit. i dont wanna hear it, i know that but im STILL waiting till my 18th to move the FUCK OUT.
then ill be able to be me.
and waiite for something good to actually happen to me...
nicarette gum.
working harder then anyone at work.
blisters.
nine hour shifts/working every day/not getting paid enough.
being lonely and the guy selection is getting worse.
hearing about how all my friends are so happy and spoiled doing things that i dream about, the little things like going to see an amazing band.
how i only spend my money on weed, food, and beer and everyone else seems to think that i "owe" them anything they want cuz they bought me food onetime when i hadent eaten all day and i was broke.(they know im too shy to be mean and say no)
how my mom seems to think that i need more of god, and she reminds me everyday(IT DRIVES ME INSANE) also how she wont let me go and do fun things that i always miss out on.
how once i seem to be happy in life then something happens or someone dies..
seriously im about to say fuck everything. im soo sick of everything. dont reply to this if your going to say, awe your young and things will get better and blahh blah bullshit. i dont wanna hear it, i know that but im STILL waiting till my 18th to move the FUCK OUT.
then ill be able to be me.
and waiite for something good to actually happen to me...