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nothing really new going on. nats was tons of fun!
went to the movies tonight with emma sara will louie and nana. me sara and emma ditched them and hung out with nick c and frankie from somers. nicks really hot. emma hooked up with him! haha hell yeah! i thought i was gonna meet up with greg there but he meant he was seeing the village in the morning, not at night. but im gonna maybe hang out with him, gary, and john tommorrow. i hope so!!
i cant seem to do anything that gets my mind off of him its beggining to run my life again. the depressing part is i dont have a chance with him. i dont have a chance with anyone. what can i do to change that?? if everyone thinks im so pretty *which im not* why doesnt anyone like me? ahhh its annoying. im starting to get sick of the no commitment thing. i wish i had a bf i can fall back on or cuddle with and stuff like that. corny, i know but its true. sadly, it probably wont happen
monday starts my last week of camp. im happy its over but one more week would be good. at least i can get the sleep im deprived of during the week.
i miss julia and graham and justin a lot. julias still in florida and graham and justin are in woodward. i hope theyr having fun!i might have a party in a couple weeks. i hope so. ill make it a "WELCOME BACK JULIA AND GRAHAM!" party, or at least thats my plan. however idk when grahams getting back.
megans mad at me but wont tell me why. she also wont talk to me about it. she wont talk to me at all. idk what i did, but apparently it was pretty bad. the sad part is i have never done anything to her. she also said im annoying. once again, idk what i did to deserve that. but u know, whatever. if it makes her happy to be pissed me for absolutely no reason then all the power to her. i may seem really pissed about it, but im not at all. im upset. it bothers me when ppl hate me especially ppl i thought i was close to like moogy. its mind boggling!
:.: KaY :.:
went to the movies tonight with emma sara will louie and nana. me sara and emma ditched them and hung out with nick c and frankie from somers. nicks really hot. emma hooked up with him! haha hell yeah! i thought i was gonna meet up with greg there but he meant he was seeing the village in the morning, not at night. but im gonna maybe hang out with him, gary, and john tommorrow. i hope so!!
i cant seem to do anything that gets my mind off of him its beggining to run my life again. the depressing part is i dont have a chance with him. i dont have a chance with anyone. what can i do to change that?? if everyone thinks im so pretty *which im not* why doesnt anyone like me? ahhh its annoying. im starting to get sick of the no commitment thing. i wish i had a bf i can fall back on or cuddle with and stuff like that. corny, i know but its true. sadly, it probably wont happen
monday starts my last week of camp. im happy its over but one more week would be good. at least i can get the sleep im deprived of during the week.
i miss julia and graham and justin a lot. julias still in florida and graham and justin are in woodward. i hope theyr having fun!i might have a party in a couple weeks. i hope so. ill make it a "WELCOME BACK JULIA AND GRAHAM!" party, or at least thats my plan. however idk when grahams getting back.
megans mad at me but wont tell me why. she also wont talk to me about it. she wont talk to me at all. idk what i did, but apparently it was pretty bad. the sad part is i have never done anything to her. she also said im annoying. once again, idk what i did to deserve that. but u know, whatever. if it makes her happy to be pissed me for absolutely no reason then all the power to her. i may seem really pissed about it, but im not at all. im upset. it bothers me when ppl hate me especially ppl i thought i was close to like moogy. its mind boggling!
:.: KaY :.: