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OK OK! I was supposed to update ya'll on saturday but I never got to it.... so here goes.
I've got health inssurane again +++
went to my PCP (primary care physician)+
got refferels to podiatry so I can get my ugly feet fixed +++
and another for an Endo. ++++ horomones don't seem as unreachable anymore
lifes going good. been spending hours and hours writing stuff... a piece I will post very soon today!
no takers on my slideshow Poetry thing, huh? oh well! I'm triing.
but yeah life is going pretty good for the moment.
met a friend from Brattleboro VT on myspace and we've been exchanging E-mails and she has promissed to ask laura (my ex-gf) to give me a call... I'm kinda nervous about talking to her after 5 or 6 years but hey, truth is I feel obligated to explain to her that our break-up wasn't her fault, I just wasen't ready to accept myself then and I pushed her away. I want to tell her the truth about Kylie. if nothing else it will make me feel better knowing that I tried to be honest about the lies, even though I was really liing to myself at the time. its just one of those regrets of my life that I never felt 'righted' and though I realize that its impossible to change whats done, I would like to have that friend that she was to me... it may not work that way but I guess I'll never know if I don't give it a good try, right?
yeah so.... on to the next post!!! READ, I TELL YOU, READ!!!!
muah hah ha ha
I've got health inssurane again +++
went to my PCP (primary care physician)+
got refferels to podiatry so I can get my ugly feet fixed +++
and another for an Endo. ++++ horomones don't seem as unreachable anymore
lifes going good. been spending hours and hours writing stuff... a piece I will post very soon today!
no takers on my slideshow Poetry thing, huh? oh well! I'm triing.
but yeah life is going pretty good for the moment.
met a friend from Brattleboro VT on myspace and we've been exchanging E-mails and she has promissed to ask laura (my ex-gf) to give me a call... I'm kinda nervous about talking to her after 5 or 6 years but hey, truth is I feel obligated to explain to her that our break-up wasn't her fault, I just wasen't ready to accept myself then and I pushed her away. I want to tell her the truth about Kylie. if nothing else it will make me feel better knowing that I tried to be honest about the lies, even though I was really liing to myself at the time. its just one of those regrets of my life that I never felt 'righted' and though I realize that its impossible to change whats done, I would like to have that friend that she was to me... it may not work that way but I guess I'll never know if I don't give it a good try, right?
yeah so.... on to the next post!!! READ, I TELL YOU, READ!!!!
muah hah ha ha